Once my mind is set on it I won't let it go. I had set my mind on you and only you. You destroyed me but I still had my mind set on you. I needed to let go but I couldn't. Our relationship was a utopian illusion out in the public eye but when we were alone it was anything but perfection. You are 23. I am 15. I'm still a child. You lied about your age and I continued to beg you to stay even though I knew how risky it was. I begged for you to stay and you stayed. I love you for that. But I hate you even more because it destroyed me further. Now you're gone and everything is bad. I'm numb. I just want you. Your voice. Just one more time.
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poems
Poetryjust a dip into my life, just a trigger warning. each poem has stuff to do with attachment issues, BPD, self harm, abuse, SA and older younger relationships, read at your own risk.
