I feel like I'm suffocating in fear.
I feel like I'm suffocating in guilt.
I feel like I'm suffocating in disappointment.
I'm suffocating.
Every time I get his notification I hope it's different. I hope he's acknowledged me. I hope he's opened my replies. But each time I check that chat I feel as if someone is stabbing my heart. He hasn't opened those snaps. I fear being abandoned. He knows it. But he still abandons me. We were so close. No we aren't.
I feel like I'm suffocating in fear.
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poems
Poetryjust a dip into my life, just a trigger warning. each poem has stuff to do with attachment issues, BPD, self harm, abuse, SA and older younger relationships, read at your own risk.
