Snow on The Beach (k. bakugo)

⋆౨ৎThe Invitation˚⟡˖ ࣪

Y/n's pov-

I was soon discharged from the hospital by Fuyumi and Natsuo considering Enji didn't care enough to leave work early my older siblings were given the responsibility of taking me home. Walking out of the hospital I couldn't help but feel guilty. If I were stronger my siblings wouldn't have to be burdened by my well being. They were both relieved to see me awake but I couldn't help but feel bad. My problems shouldn't become their problems because our bitch ass dad can't even check up on his own kid in the hospital.

'I just wanna be left alone.' I thought climbing into the left backseat of Natsuo's car. Fuyumi played music on the home trying to fill the silence but to no avail everything was quiet other than the songs she picked out.

I didn't want to talk about what happened, I didn't want to think about how I should've done more to help. I mean come on passing out mid battle, what kind of hero am I going to be if I can't take care of myself? The drive was almost earie in the way that everybody's minds were racing for different reasons.

We got home and me and Shoto had the same thought and attempted to go up the stair-case in an attempt to avoid any conversations about what happened at USJ. Half way up I hear my elder brother call me and Sho to the living room.

Sighing we both made our way down the stairs and stood at the bottom of the stairs to see Fuyumi and Natsuo sitting on one of the couches motioning for us to sit across from them on the second.

"How are you guys?" Fuyumi starts to speak in a sweet and motherly tone. I thought about it for a second, had I even comprehended how I felt? No I hadn't.

"I am fine Fuyumi." Shoto stated plainly not giving anything for our worried older siblings to work with.

"Yeah I'm good, you guys don't need to worry about me." I replied standing up trying to leave again before Natsuo said 'Kid please stay talk to us.'

I sat back down with my head hung low trying not to worry them about my shit. I could tell they knew something was off but they didn't know what.

"I'm okay." I claimed in a calm voice still not making eye contact with either sibling. It wasn't normal for me to act on my emotions, especially anger, but yesterday I fell apart a little. The veil of independence and calmness broke for a moment. I probably worried my classmates by my words not to mention my impulsive actions to protect Midoriya and Bakugo.

"Look you guys, I understand that what you both went through is a lot to handle. School just started so it's normal for you guys to not be okay right now." Natuso said trying to help us both not hold our problems in.

"If you need anything, you can talk to us. It is no burden to us if you reach out for help." Fuyumi walked up to both of us giving us a hug of reassurance.

"Thank you Fuyumi." I mumbled into her shirt. For a moment I wanted to let it all go and just cry. I wanted to open up more about the nightmares and my anxiety getting worse. I wanted to confide in her and hold on tighter so she never let me go. I wanted somebody to know that I wasn't okay.

But I didn't. I couldn't. Even though my heart ached to be open and honest my brain refused. We all are suffering, so who am I to burden them even if they claim it is no burden.

"Sho, you too. We are here for both of you and want you to open up when you are ready to let us in. Don't think for one minute you can't talk to us." She hugged Shoto tight and he slowly gave in and hugged her back.

"Hey how about we have dinner out tonight, on me. Endeavour wont be home it will only be the four of us." Natsuo smiled at the 3 of us from the other couch.