I want to help.

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Tw- SELF HARM, OVERDOSE.

Mia's Pov-

I practically run home, I couldn't deal with life anymore. I get to the front door and unlock it, my shivering hands wasn't helping me be any quicker. I was absolutely freezing. I hated being cold.

I get in and take my shoes off, and go to the kitchen to get a glass of water and get the pill box out. There was plenty in there. There is no way this wouldn't work. And if it didn't I'd just try and try again until it did. I'm sick of living like this. In constant fear and sorrow. There was nobody knocking my door down to try stop me. I had no reason to stay anymore.

I grab the glass of water and the pill box and make my way upstairs to the bathroom.

I lock the door behind me and sit I front of it, with my head against it. I'm so drained. I peel my phone case off of my phone and there it is. The shiny,sharp piece of metal calling out my name. It would help me forget my sorrow until I was dead, it was brilliant. An escape from reality that I so desperately needed.

I take it and look at it thinking about everything. Is this really the Anwser? Mia are you joking of course this is the answer. I glide it across my arms and legs multiple times making them deeper and more painful as I go along. God, did I hate the pain, but didn't I love it. I feel every engrave in my skin start to throb, and ache.

I try to get up,I couldn't move. It was like there was someone stood in front of me pulling me down.

I finally managed to pull myself up and grab the pill box with try glass of water. Finally everything will be over.

Chars pov-

I have a bad feeling in my gut. Mia's jsut basically sprinted out my house. I know she isn't in the best state right now and being embarrassed about that may have pushed her over the edge.

I normally would leave someone alone, I wouldn't want to bother them. But with Mia I feel like she needs comforting and help. I have a bad feeling that she's going to do something bad, to herself or someone else.

Truth be told Mia is actually a really lovely girl, she's just over looked. But she always seen as "the mean redhead", nobody noticed that she was just struggling. I needed to help her, I would never forgive myself is she goes and does something to herself. Thankfully I turned her location on for me when I was putting my number in her phone, I had to be sure incase something like this happened.

I grab my phone and car keyed trying to be ask quick as possible, if I was too late I'd be broken. I need Mia.

I run to my car quickly turning the engine on, I skipped a few red lights but loosing a life, a person, is a lot worse than a few fines. I arrive at Mia's, all the lights are turned off and it's silent. Was she actually here?

I get out the car and to her front door and knock. No answer. I try the door handle and it opens. I can hear the water running and muffled cry's coming from upstairs. I shut the door, it's freezing. I walk upstairs and hear her in the bathroom, I knock on the door, no answer once again. I try the door handle. Locked.

I wasn't nearly as strong and anyone else, I wasn't going to be able to knock this door down all by myself.

"Mia sweetheart, it's Charlotte. Please can you open the door, I won't judge you. I want to help you."

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