Silenced♠︎☆Hyunlix

A Flash Of Something New

✬𒆜Felix's Pov𒆜✬

Did I just hear him right? I look at him in shock “Y-your father was a serial killer? How did you find out and is he still… killing people?” I mutter while everything is slowly sinking in. Hyunjin looks down at the ground before answering

“He was a serial killer,the night prowler to be exact, I found out one morning when I found a body part of one of his victims in our freezer,the head. I got sick in the sink after seeing that but after that all the pieces connected to me.”

I look at Hyunjin watching the different emotions flash across his face,Hyunjin continues speaking as his face pales. It’s hard for him to talk about but sometimes to heal,it’s better to talk about it. “He’s not killing people anymore as I was the one to kill him. As a cop,I was in a pursuit to find him as we had to deal with yet another case of his.”

I gasp before rubbing his arm to provide some sort of comfort before he looks over at me making my heart shatter. His one blue and one brown eye is watering up a bit “I’m sorry that must have been traumatic for you.” I mutter softly.

Hyunjin sighs “I used to think that I would never be detective material staring at dead bodies and looking for clue but then Seungmin kinda came along and saved me”  I look over at the male sleeping in the bed as Jeongin as now crossed his leg over Seungmin,I remember that Jeongin is used to sleeping with a body pillow but this will be interesting when he wakes up.

“Seungmin is like a tsundere,seems like an ass on the outside but he’s soft on the inside” I mutter before Hyunjin nods silently. I can tell that his mind is still stuck on the day that he killed his father. “Hyunjin,you did the right thing,if he kept living,he could have came to you and killed you,who knows what his motivation was”

“I know what his motivation was,he only killed females,ones that looked like my mother,he wanted revenge. He would sleep with the women he killed as we would find his juice inside the victims. I knew where he was going next,my mother’s hometown in Daegu. And that’s when I got shot myself before I killed him”

“How long ago was that?” I ask Hyunjin before he takes off his shirt as a circle scar is on his left side of his chest. I can tell the scar is neither new but not that old.

“About a few years ago,Seungmin never saw the body of my father but being the friend he is,the day that I went to chase my father,Seungmin was secretly following me,protecting me,being my safe person. He’s the only guy that I trust with all my heart,but I do trust you too Yongbok,I mean Felix” He smiles,his smile is so warm for such a scarred heart but if he has hope still,then so should I.

I hear someone shift around in the sheets before Seungmin walks over to us as Hyunjin puts his shirt back on. “You can go on and lay down Felix,Jeongin will probably still be asleep for a while.”

“We have a plan Seungmin,we’re sticking to the plan,start listening to instructions,I know you can” Hyunjin says perhaps a bit too harshly but Seungmin still nods before sitting next to Hyunjin.

🕷Hyunjin's Pov🕷

Killing my father was the reason why I stopped being a cop but it was also the motivation to be a cop as well,to deliver justice. I just didn’t expect justice to come with nightmares,flashbacks and anxiety attacks when I see a body in real life.

All I could see is the way that his body flopped down to the ground with the blood gushing from him. I saw the life drain from his eyes but what haunted me the most was his last words ‘I’m proud of you son’

There’s so many ways that could be translated but one thing is for sure,I will never be like him “Felix,if there is a day that I go crazy like my father,I want you to be the one to kill me” Felix’s eyes widen before he shakes his head cupping my cheeks with his small hands.

“Hyunjin,there is no way that I’m going to do that and there’s no way that you’re going to end up with your father. Your father has something off in his head and if you were anything like him then you would  have already got the urge to kill but you don’t. You’re a kind man and I know you wouldn’t do anything like that,we aren’t our parents”

I notice how small Felix’s hands are as I can feel the coldness of his hands pressed against my cheeks. He’s close to my face which makes my heart skip faster and makes me want to kiss him but I can’t. I don’t want to ruin anything and then us being stuck together without liking each other.

I’ll wait until we get out of here and when we do,that’s when I’ll confess to him. Felix looks into my eyes before I see his gaze dip down to my lips as his face gets closer. I can feel my heart beating out of my chest as he gets closer. His eyes went back to my eyes again as I dry swallowed.

There’s no way this can be real,maybe I’m overthinking it but I think he just did the triangle method on me. Felix leans in closer until his lips barely brush mine before he moves away when he notices that Jeongin is awake.

Damn it,he just had to wake up now? Why couldn’t he wake up after he kissed me but nooo. Why would things ever go my way? Jeongin gets up sitting next to Seungmin tiredly before Felix and I stand up walking to the bed before laying down.

Sometimes I wonder if this is a twisted dream but if that’s the case,I’m not sure if I want to be woken up.I don’t want to wake up and see that Felix may have been just a figment of my imagination in my dreams.

Felix scoots closer to me as I can feel his body heat radiating off of mine,I’m far from tired as my heart is still beating from that almost kiss from Felix. But it’s funny just how fast everything changes, nothing will never be the same again from this point on