After death ...itt day .. love syndrome

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Itt closed the file in front of him then got up to arrange the papers, closed his phone and put it in his pocket, looked at Dai's photo that was on his desk

___Wait a little longer, I'll be there quickly, I missed you too

He quickly got up to leave his office, got into his car and left his workplace, he didn't even pay attention to his mother who was calling his name behind him

Mom
He didn't hear me

Dad
He's in a hurry

___Why, and it's not like there's a difference if he's a little late

___You know that every Tuesday he leaves everything and goes to visit Dai so he doesn't have any work meetings on that day

___It's been 3 years, when will he get used to it and leave this habit

___Isn't that better than his suicide attempt

___And you see him not committing suicide now, he doesn't do anything but work and goes to spend a whole day with Day every Tuesday

___Umm no matter how much his friends try to talk to him, he doesn't answer any of them and he no longer talks about anything but work I always thought it would be a dream to see itt grown up and working hard but now I feel regret I want  Really come back my son that child who enjoys life

___Should I look for a wife for him

___Don't think about it even last time when a girl tried to get close to him he got very angry and told her he has a lover don't pressure him
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Itt went down to buy flowers while smiling a wide smile

Itt
Umm what should I buy today

Seller
Hello Mr. Itt you are here as usual same day same time do you want the same flowers

___Umm same type but today I want white

___Your lover is very lucky you buy him flowers every Tuesday without getting bored

___He is not lucky that I entered his life so I need to make it up to him

____Who is not lucky to have a beautiful person like you enter his life

___He will be very angry if he hears you say that

___No no I don't mean to flirt with you I am just telling the truth

___Haha I am kidding with you

Itt took the flowers and went to see day

Itt
Look what I bought you this time in my favorite color

Please don't be upset because I was a little late but the road was very crowded next time  I'll be out much earlier

Let me tell you what's happened to me since I last saw you last week

I closed that business deal and.....

Itt  started explaining everything that happened.

and when my father said that I said to him....

I've gotten better at work than you have, haven't I?

I'm handsome, pretty and hardworking you should be worried you have a lover like me.....

Ooooo something big happened too umm or I won't tell you and leave you dying of curiosity....

Itt was silent for a while then said

Hahaha stupid joke you're already dead will you ever again?

He raised his hand to wipe his tears then said in a hoarse voice

I know I promised you I wouldn't cry but only today only one day a week it's the day you left me behind I can't even get mad at you I chose you to be my lover and I know how cruel and heartless you are you mean evil person

Itt lay on the ground near Dai's grave

Are you still mad at me because I don't talk to Night how can I when I was the reason for the death of his only brother if I hadn't rushed you to come home you wouldn't have come speeding in your car in the rain and got into that accident and died

I know they all tell me it's not my fault and they haven't lost hope and are still trying to contact me but Day seeing them talk to them and you're not there makes me feel even more lonely

I continue this life just to help our parents not to live

Ummmm have you met your parents of course they are mad at me I hurt their little son and caused the death of the big one
I am the worst
but please tell them how much I loved you and how much I love you and I will love you until I die

itt shouted loudly

You silly idiot you made me get used to you and love you like hell and then you left me like this....

Sorry sorry it was a sudden fit of anger you must have gotten used to it

yesterday I was reading a book about life after death it said that the dead don't hear them when we talk to them only on the anniversary of their death so I have to tell you everything again on the fourth anniversary of your death that's boring

But I feel like you hear me you must hear me you cruel villain

itt looked at his wrist and felt the wound on it

That day when I tried to commit suicide by cutting my wrist you came to me you hugged me tightly you made me promise to be a good person

I became the best I don't smoke  I don't drink, I don't go to a nightclub, and I don't let anyone get close to me. Also, at work, everything is great as it was in the past when you were supervising the work.

Are you happy and reassured?

I just apologize, but I won't be able to get close and take care of Night, but if he needs me one day, I will stand by him. I won't let anyone hurt him.

I have to get up now. I will go to our place as usual.

Itt got up and went to the apartment he lived in with Day before they moved to the house.

He rented it from Night with the help of a friend of his so that his friends wouldn't know that he was renting an apartment.
Every Tuesday after he went to the cemetery, he would return to his apartment and sleep there. He put the furniture and pictures like when they were together, even Day's clothes and things. Everything is in its place as it was.

He opened the door of his apartment and shouted,

"I have arrived."

He started cleaning the place because he comes one day a week.

Then he went in to take a shower. He prepared food and put two plates for him and one for Day.

He sat down, ate his food, and arranged everything. He opened the wardrobe. He put on Day's clothes and slept on the bed.

As usual, he started  Crying and singing the song that he sang to Day in the waterfalls
because Day loved it and always asked him to sing it
Until he sleeps from fatigue and crying

And thus ends the sad Tuesday that itt has been living repeatedly for the past 3 years.

Every Tuesday it's the same thing. He wakes up excited to go to Dai's grave to talk to him, then returns to his apartment as if his lover is waiting for him there to sleep on their bed while he feels his lover's clothes and smells his scent around him.