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(( Okay you selfish bastard without a conscience you want me to live for both of us I will after you die I will get married and have children and become a wonderful husband, father and grandfather I will forget you ))

He sighed deeply as he looked at the sleeping person

(( Damn Day  I can't even get mad at you what should I do why are you leaving me to fight alone ))

Itt continued to sit next to Day and hold his hand all the time he wanted to feel his lover's body the warmth of his hands and hear the sound of his heartbeat

Itt
Night how about you stay with me tonight let's stay up the three of us together

Gear
Ooo great idea let's stay up together

Itt
Who talked to you
you are not welcome you only me and Night and Day

Gear
Why don't you see me as a family

Night
Just shut up p itt do you really want me to be with you

Itt
Umm like we used to stay up together to get some things to entertain and stay up to talk

Night
Of course I will be happy with that I will go take a shower now and buy some things and come back to you again

Itt
Okay I will wait for you

Gear
I hate you

Itt
And us too

When Night  leaves  And outside the room, itt sat down to talk to Day as usual

Itt
I think before you die, night should enjoy his time with you a little

In the evening, night came back with some snacks to stay up with itt

The two sat talking about the past and most of their talk was about Day

Itt
Hahaha I can't believe your brother is really a scoundrel

Night
Hahaha he is

___I thought he became a harsh person like this after your parents died, but it seems that his personality has been sharp like this since birth

___Umm I remembered something funny

___What

___There was one time when I listened to my father talking top day , he kept telling him

You should smile, you shouldn't have such a sharp face and be harsh, or you won't find any girl who loves you and tolerates your nature

PDay said to him

Dad, I don't like girls, they are very spoiled, emotional and delicate, I can't tolerate their nature

___He really said that, he is very frank

____Aww, but he fell in love with you in the end

___Idiot, are you saying that I look like girls?

____Hahaha, well you are great  I'm not saying anything bad but my brother fell in love with you without planning it

____Umm we weren't the best choices for each other but fate brought us together because of you even bad things happen to produce beautiful things in the end

____Ooooo pitt you're saying very big words

____Do you think if Day and I met in normal circumstances he would have fallen in love with me

____Umm I'm sure he will. It will affect him somehow. And would you have fallen in love with him?

____Umm I would have been attracted to him and loved his cruelty and brutality.

___Hahahahaha

____What?

___You look weird now.

____Don't be silly. You're in love with Gear. That's unbelievable.

____He's your best friend.

____And Day  your brother.

____Okay, but bro, you know that my brother is

____A scoundrel, unscrupulous, and cruel.

___How angry would my brother be if he heard us talking about him like that?

___I think he knows that about himself, so I don't think he'll get angry.

____Do you think he can hear it now?

___Umm, someone told me that he's listening to us.

Itt and Night continued talking and joking together until late until Night fell asleep on the couch. Itt  got up from the chair to cover him. Night sat on the floor next to him, looking at him.

Itt
I'm sorry Night for leaving you to suffer alone.

Itt thought that Gear's presence near Night was enough and that he wouldn't need him, but now he understood that  At the time Day  fell in love with him,
he became Night's partner in Dai's heart, so he became a brother to Night, and the person he needed most after Day was itt.

He needed someone who loved his brother as much as he could, who would talk about him and understand him.

itt continued to take care of his lover without getting bored and did not want Day to be out of his sight for a moment.

Night
Pitt I have a break from university tomorrow.

___Umm, that's good for you to rest.

___Can I stay up late with you and my brother?

____Of course I'll be very happy.

Gear
Damn, your day off should be with me.

Itt
Oh, he's with you all week, he should stay with us on vacation days.

Gear
You're so mean.

Gear was happy to see itt smiling after a very long time, and Night was better when he talked to itt. It was as if seeing itt well made them feel hopeful that Day would recover.

In the evening, after everyone left, itt sat on the floor leaning on Dai's bed.

((( I'm cracking up. I don't know when I'll break completely.
Do you hear me, you scoundrel?
I'm dying slowly here.
What If I couldn't bear the day of your death and killed myself after you, would you be angry?

I'm not okay, no matter how hard I try to hide my anxiety and fear, I can't. I'm completely lost. I'm afraid of myself. Day, help me, please. )))

He raised his hand, wiping his tears as he pulled himself together with difficulty.

(( Today is my last day with you Tomorrow you will leave me forever will I be strong enough or should I leave everything and follow you wherever you are?
I bought you and I will give my soul as a price for your love But why did you leave me alone again?
You protected me and I couldn't protect you
Was I the curse that struck you or are we just unlucky for our fate to be so treacherous?))

He couldn't sleep until the morning The next day his parents, gear  and Night came.

Dad
Why is itt like this?

Night
He looks so sad. He hasn't eaten anything since morning and doesn't move from his chair.

He holds Dai's hand and sits like this, looking at him.

Toooooottttttt.

The sound of the machine that announced Dai's heartbeat made everyone run towards him.
But itt continued to sit holding his hand until his father pulled him.

Dad
Itt let the doctor help Day

____ We are losing the patient.

All the screaming and the sounds of the machines, everything is repeated and repeated
All those painful moments.

Itt pulled his body from his father's hands and went out of the hospital. He sat on  A chair looking up at the sky

(( Why am I spinning in a circle of pain and loss? He died again
Is my punishment over or just beginning? ))

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