After death ...itt day .. love syndrome

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Pday

itt looked at the person who was washing next to him and ran towards Day

___pday did you come after me

Day didn't say anything, he just pulled the person in front of him, put his hand behind the neck of the boy in his arms and kissed him forcefully

itt's body trembled and his eyes filled with tears, so he bent his face down, not having the courage to look at the scene in front of him

When Day came out of the bathroom, the boy with him fell to the ground, breathing with difficulty, then wiped away his tears and got up with difficulty to wash his face and completely forgot about the person with him, his phone and everything, all he wanted was to get away from the restaurant as he saw Dai sitting with that person and putting the food on his plate

He moved quickly to get out of the restaurant, stopped in front of his car for a few moments, then heard his friend's voice

Den
Itt itt are you okay?

Itt
Let's go

___itt, do you need to go to the doctor?

___No, I just let's get out of here

Itt sat on the passenger seat, putting his face between his hands, trying to suppress everything inside him

___itt where do you want?  Let's go

___My home

__Ummmm

When he got home he didn't care about anything he ran to his room to enter the bathroom and turn on the water and stand under it to cry loudly he stayed like that for a long time until he regained consciousness he changed his clothes and went down he saw his friend still there

Den
Are you okay now

Mom
What happened

Itt
Nothing

Den
Umm do you want something

Itt
Sorry we couldn't eat

Den
I didn't forget I will stop by tomorrow to go out to eat together

___Umm

Dad
It seems that itt is not okay

Mom
He hasn't been okay for years why did my little one become so sad

___Do you think it's my fault

___No I don't blame you I know very well if he wanted something he would have been stubborn but it seems that he wanted to leave Day

___But he still loves him

___That's clear but what can we do we just stand by him

****In the evening Day and the friends sat together to drink and talk

Fu
What's happening with you

Day
I saw itt
today

Neil
Umm you see him all day what's strange

Day
He saw me but he didn't shake he didn't move he didn't even care when someone else kissed me in front of him 

Jem
What were you thinking?

Day
I'm not thinking about anything.

Fu
Day at first I stood with you and encouraged you but you became obsessed with this child he is living his life but you

Day
Any life if he was living his life I would have left him but

Jem
What do you mean

Neil
Day is right Nick said that too all that itt was doing was studying and working he only had one friend the son of his father's friend in university and when he came back he only worked and so he didn't receive any of his friends and away from everyone

Fu
Umm maybe he has something

Day
There is nothing when he wanted to break up with me I thought I would let him try it then go after him and pull him towards me even if he didn't want to
but when I knew about his dead lover
I understood that he wouldn't love me properly at that time because he was hurt and my presence made him sad
and miserable only his eyes were full of pain all the time

but for 3 years I watched him for 3 years nothing changed he suddenly changed he became like another person

Fu
If he doesn't come back to you in 3 years he won't come back to you

Day
I know he won't come back I thought at the beginning that this is a child who will shake and come back again he won't be away for long
I thought that time would be enough  To heal his wounds I would have given up on him If he was living his life happily I would have given up and left him

Day continued to drink and smoke Thinking about the years he failed in his attempts to forget itt And every time he would return to the same point
He would go back to look for him See him from afar and make sure that no one else entered his life He told himself that he would forget him He would stay away until another person entered his life
He lived with him Treated him kindly and cared for him But he did not feel any emotion He did not hold on to him And his heart did not shake

(( Damn you itt Why should I suffer because of you like this))

While itt continued his work calmly He had a log in which he wrote everything All the work information and the people he worked with

Dad
Why do you do that

Itt
What

___You write everything Are you worried about forgetting

___No But if you ever need information for work You can find it here And you will not find it difficult
Dad Are we traveling tomorrow morning

___Umm

___In the evening, itt went down to eat with his parents. He hugged his mother tightly and kissed her cheeks.

Itt
I'm sorry mom that I wasn't a good son.

Mom
What do you say, you are my beautiful son. I don't want a son other than you.

____Sorry for making you sad. Please mom. Always be happy for me. You and dad take good care of each other.

____itt, my beloved child, you will travel for only two days. Why are you worried?

___I just want you to know that if I had another choice, I wouldn't have chosen to leave you behind. I love you very much, but I have to go. I have to complete my journey properly.

___Umm, don't worry about me. I will take good care of myself. Just be happy.

___Umm, I will be like this.

In the morning, the father and son traveled together. When itt finished the business meeting at night, he told his father to stay and that he would be back because he had important work.

Dad
But it was raining.

Itt
Don't worry. I will be fine.

___Stay until morning.

___Dad, I have to go today.

___Are you going to meet someone important?

___Umm

___ is it Day?

___No, it's not Day.

___itt, if you are  You still want to come back to him  I will never object to your relationship You can do what makes you happy

___I will
Dad I wanted to tell you something If anything happens please you can trust day I am sure he deserves this trust You can get close to him and be your son Let him run the business and take care of it He will be the best

____itt what are you saying Where are you going to leave your place to a stranger

___He is not a stranger he is someone I love
I trust him so please trust him  you too

___You make me feel worried Do you want to leave everything Where do you want to go

___I am not going anywhere I am just talking to you

Itt hug  his father tightly

___You are the best father I love you very much dad

___Me too my son