24 - troubles

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"Shit!" Jeongin swears out loud in his bedroom, as the echo rings in his ears and makes him realize the stupid thing he has just done.
"Did I overreacted? Am I too dramatic?" He asks himself, running an hand through his sweaty hair. He shakes his head and sigh, as he lets his body fall onto the bed.
He stares at the ceiling.
He got angry with Chan for nothing – or maybe there is a reason.
Maybe it's the fact that now he thinks that Bang Chan actually likes girls, since he had a girlfriend. So he overthinks on having thought that Chan was gay or even believing he might have had a chance with him.
Perhaps what makes him mad it's the thought of Bang Chan kissing and hugging another person other than himself.
That's how Jeongin understands that maybe it is more than just a little crush, it is something bigger, deeper.
He feels jealousy in every part of his body, and it drives him crazy, even because he has no right to feel that way. Chan and him aren't boyfriends, so he can't make a scene of jealousy.
And now he feels guilty for having replied to him poorly in the messages.

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Chat between Chan and Hyunjin

bang.bang
jinnie
i fucked up

jinnie_
mmh it's not new
What is it about?

bang.bang
It's about an important thing
Jeongin

jinnie_
shit
what have u done?

bang.bang
He started asking about Somi
so i told him the truth
and he sounded angry and jealous

jinnie_
that's understandable

bang.bang
but there is more
i told him that it was okay if he was jealous
u wanna know what he said?

jinnie_
yep

bang.bang
"I would have been jealous if there had been something between us"

jinnie_
oh...

bang.bang
u know how many times did i read that text?
i read it 12 times
but i still don't understand

jinnie_
oh chan

bang.bang
I'm not mad at him, i swear
maybe he said it out of anger
but i wanna know if he really think it
does it mean there is NOTHING?!

jinnie_
i'm sure he didn't really mean that

bang.bang
there should be a reason why he said that tho

jinnie_
maybe he was just jealous and he couldn't help it

bang.bang
i feel shitty
and i even feel guilty idk why

jinnie_
hey it's okay, don't worry
you feel guilty cuz u have a big heart
you're precious
but maybe Jeongin just needs time
he's probably confused and troubled too

bang.bang
i'll give him all the time he needs
i can wait for him
but i don't wanna feel so bad

jinnie_
i know i know
but you're not alone okay?
u have me and the other boys

bang.bang
thank you jinnie
you're so kind ❤️

jinnie_
i'm always here for ya ❤️

bang.bang
thx ❤️❤️

everyone went offline

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