Love through a screen // Minsung

46 - When you lay awake at night...

Hyunjin closes the door behind him and, without even hesitating, he throws himself on the couch.
Only he knows how overwhelmed he feels after that long talk he had with Jisung.
Hyunjin is such an empathetic person, so he feels the pain of other people as if it's his own.
Every tear Jisung cried, Hyunjin felt it like a cut incised in his skin.

While getting comfortable on the couch, he rubs his teary eyes and sighs, trying to keep his cool.

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Chat between Minho and Hyunjin

you.know
Hey
You didn't let me know how it ended with Jisung

jinnie_
'cause I've just come back home

you.know
but it's almost 2AM
uhm so you two met?

jinnie_
yup

you.know
how is he?

jinnie_
I'd like to lie but I can't
he's doing really bad
but fr

you.know
shit

jinnie_
he told me everything

you.know
he hates me, right?
he talked shit about me?

jinnie_
minho you're my friend
and you know I love you with all my heart
but you really treated him bad
and he has all the right to hate ya

you.know
I know
that's fair if he wants me dead
but just, stay close to him
he's feeling very bad, right?

jinnie_
I know Jisung wouldn't want me to tell u this
but
He almost had a panic attack

you.know
panic attack?!
what?
why tho?
I mean, yeah I guess I was mean
But even have a panic attack for what I said?

jinnie_
I don't think it's only about u or your words
he's just tired and he feels unlovable
he told me he always feel too much
I'd like to help him
but I feel like I can't do anything
This all sucks actually

you.know
oh
I suck
You did a lot actually
I'm sure he feels better thanks to you

jinnie_
I hope so

you.know
ok imma text him
and apologise
I'll tell him I'm a freaking bastard 
and that all I said isn't true
It was my ego talking

jinnie_
Minho just stay away from him
please
I don't want him to suffer anymore

you.know
Hyunjin
but...

jinnie_
Do whatever u want
don't think only about yourself tho
put yourself in the shoes of others
for once.

you.know
I'm sorry

jinnie_
I know
okay?
I know it
just try to work on yourself for now

you.know
mh

jinnie_
I'm very tired
I need to sleep now
so goodnight