***BOOK IS NOT FINISHED IM STILL WORKING ON IT AND MY OTHER ONE***
Calista Perez is a sweet and caring 16-year-old who puts everyone's feelings before her own. She can read someone like a book, she can feel people just by looking in their eyes. She...
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3:31am October 1st, my favorite and least favorite time of the year. Well right now, I am struggling. Why? I have a 6'2, 180 pound soccer player on my boobs right now.
At first I just laid there and played with his hair admiring his sleeping face, or traced his snake tattoo that runs up his arm that he illegally has. He's super attractive I can't help that.
I lift his arm trying to get to the bathroom, hopefully this works. SPOILER ALERT, it don't, actually it goes the opposite. I mentally groan when his grip gets tighter.
I start playing with his hair again trying to coax him awake. "Elijah" I whisper. He hums as his response. I braid little braids with his hair "I need to go to the bathroom" He groans and moves his head where he's looking up at me.
"I'm comfy though. You're the best pillow you know?" He says while his eyes blink slowly.
"I'll be right back, I promise" His grip gets tighter then he lets go. I get up and head to my bathroom I quickly and do my business, I flush the toilet and wash my hands. I lock the door and pull my hoodie off.
I look in my body mirror, my face contorts into a face of disgust as I turn to the side, looking at myself. I walk to my cabinet above the sink and reach for my Pura-Vida jewelry box.
I take the part that is holding the earrings and necklace out, revealing two razors out of a pencil sharpener and 12 cetirizine pills.
Those pills were supposed to be gone last year. Before Caleb kicked us out, before leaving was even mentioned.
My ex-boyfriend, Matteo, spread rumors that I did stuff with him. Everyday my people that didn't even know me was calling me a whore or a slut.
I took the pills from Gabi, they were for seasonal allergies. Alex found me on the floor. I cut my arms at least 30 times each arm and I took 8 pills, it almost worked.. but he rushed me to the hospital.
I decided to get the razor out and cut 5 times each arm, I get the wrap and wrap my arms. 'I thought about food and wanted some so I deserve this.' I thought to myself.
"Cal?" Elijah's voice startles me, I rush and put everything back and throw my hoodie back on. "Coming!" I open the door and lay back down. He puts his head on my chest and wraps his arms around me once more.
"Play with my hair Cal." He whines
I could get used to this.
Gross why did I think that.
Because your're falling for him.
"Okay calm down, dormilón" I play with his hair and he sigh contently. (Sleepyhead)
"What does that mean?" He yawns and closes his eyes once again.
I smile, he's so cute when he's sleepy. "Nothing amor, rest now." I rub his back "Mkay" He hums in response.
