THIS BOOK CONTAINS: TALK ABOUT SUICIDE AND SUICIDE ATTEMPTING, SELF-HARM, RAPE, ABUSE, AND STRONG LANGUAGE. THIS IS THE ONLY WARNING, AS I WILL NOT BE WARNING IN THE STORY, MAYBE IN SOME. (mostly because I will forget)
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After school ends, Isa, Taylor, and I all go with Isa to her house to get ready. "I am so excited to wear my new bikini!" Taylor squeals.
"Me too," Isa adds. I smile at their excitement. I wish I were excited like them.
We go up to Isabell's bedroom and do our hair. Taylor French braids all of our hair since she's the only one who knows how. We change into our bikinis, Taylor in a red bikini with slits in the side, and her top barely covering her boobs, Isabell in a blue one, which covers her up, and it ties around her back and neck. I have a black bikini on with jean shorts. It holds me up well and shows off my belly piercing. The bottoms have little bows at the sides.
"We look so hot," Taylor says. "We should be going now, the party starts in 20 minutes," Taylor adds. We get in Isa's car and head towards JJ's house.
"I will be there in a minute. I have to go to the bathroom." They both nod
"Okay, but hurry, I need to see my man," Taylor says dreamily. I smile and shake my head. I walk into the bathroom and cover up my cuts by putting my jean shorts on. I don't want to swim anyway. I walk to the car and get in the back seat.
"Ready?" Isa asks us.
"Mhm!" I hum
When we get there, we get out of the car, shut the doors, and walk into the party. Couples are making out, and people are swimming. "I'm going to find JJ," Taylor yells over the music. "Okay," I nod.
I head towards the kitchen. I really need a drink right now. I walk into the kitchen and drink, after drink. When I'm 7 drinks in, watching Isa swim while talking to me, my friend, Savannah, walks up to me, teary-eyed and drunk as hell.
"Hey girl, we are playing truth or dare, wanna play?" She asks me.
"Hell yeah!" I slur. I follow her into the living room and sit beside her and Elijah. Alex looks at me, concerned.
A girl in my 3rd period spins the bottle first, and it lands on me. "Truth or Dare?" I think for a minute
"Truth," She thinks for a question to ask.
"Oh, I know. Who is the most attractive guy in the room?" She smirks.
"Hmm," I look around pretending to think. "Elijah. No doubt," Me being drunk, I say this without hesitation. I can feel him staring at the side of my head, but I ignore his gaze.
I spin the bottle, and it lands on Isa. "Truth or Dare," she smirks
"I dare you to," I think for a second. "Kiss your crush," Isa glares at me, but reluctantly crawls over to Alex and kisses him sloppily. I smirk, "WOO!"
Their kiss deepens. JJ, who's sitting beside Alex, nudges him. They pull apart, and when she tries to crawl back to her seat, Alex pulls her into his lap. She turns red as a tomato, but spins the bottle. It lands on Elijah. "Truth or Dare," she asks him.
"Dare," he grins mischievously.
"I dare you to spend 7 minutes in Heaven with Callie!" She smirks at me as we both stare at her with wide eyes. "I'll stay in there for 14 minutes for 20 dollars each." He says, and JJ starts giving him I 20 dollars.
They take our phones, and we get pushed into the dark closet, and the door is slammed behind us. I sit with my back against the wall and my feet against the wall across me, leaning my head against the wall, closing my eyes. He watches me sit down and copies me, but he sits beside my feet.
"Callie," He says, I hum in response. He touches my arm and draws circles. I open my eyes and watch his hand, then his eyes. He moves his finger gently up and down my arm. I get goosebumps, and he drags his finger down my arm and takes my hair tie.
This rude bitch.
"Give it back, Elijah."
"Or what?" I glare at him as he stands up. I follow his actions and stand as well.
"Give it back," He puts it on his wrist.
I glare at him, and he smirks back. I attempt to take it, and he lifts his arm. Mind you, I'm 5'4 and he's 6'2. I can hardly reach his head. "C'mon, Callie, you aren't even trying to get it." I roll my eyes.
I step forward and jump to try to get it. He grabs my hand and pushes me against the wall behind me. My back slams into the wall, and he steps close to me. Holding my hands beside me.
I look up at him and see he's already looking at my lips. He licks his bottom lip, and when he does, I look down at his lips without realizing it I'm biting my bottom lip.
He smirks, and I can't help but look back down at his lips. They are plump and pink, and I think about how they will feel against mine.
We stand there for a while. I can't stand it anymore, I break out of his grip and reach my hand up to his cheek and slam my lips on his. I kiss him, and he stands there tense and doesn't kiss me back. I pull back
"I-uh I'm sor-" I get cut off by him kissing me and pushing me back against the wall. I kiss him back passionately. He licks my bottom lip, asking for entrance. When I don't let him, he grabs my throat, slightly choking me when I gasp, and he pushes his tongue in my mouth.
Our tongues exploring each other's mouths. I circle my arms around his neck, deepening the kiss. He wraps around my waist, rubbing his palms in circles.
I let out a soft moan, which makes him go crazy, and he's kissing me harder, pushing me into the wall. He breaks the kiss and starts kissing my jaw. I tilt my head back and to the side, closing my eyes.
He trails open-mouth kisses down my neck, and I bite my bottom lip, trying hard not to let the noises out. "I want to hear you," He says against my skin. I start panting and pull him back to my lips and shove my tongue in his mouth.
He groans when he moves slightly, and I feel something hard poke my stomach. I smile, knowing he's hard for me.
We get lost in the kiss, and after a 10-minute make-out session, JJ bangs on the door, "Times up." We jump apart and stand there breathing heavily. He opens the door and walks out, leaving me alone. Why did I do that? I need to forget this.
I walk to the kitchen and get drink after drink. Isa walks up to me after the 10th drink.
"Callie?" I turn my head to her
I gasp, "Isaaa." I hug her and she hugs back,
"C'mon, we're leaving." I pout,
"Noo, I want more drinks," I slur
She walks to Alex, "I'm going to take her home." He looked up from his phone.
"Do you want me to come with you? Is she okay?" I'm leaning against Isa
"Peachy!" I say enthusiastically. She shakes her head and kisses his cheek.
He smiles, "Okay, be careful." She nods, and we head to her Jeep.
She opens the door for me, "Get in. Callie." I climb into the passenger seat and buckle up. Isa shuts the door and walks around the car. I lean my head against the window, thinking about tonight's events.
Wait, what did I do? Hopefully, I drank enough to forget. I slowly started drifting to sleep. My last thought was of a certain boy. Elijah Darmos
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