(Draco's POV)
A few weeks have passed since the Battle of Hogwarts, and Potter—er...Harry—still isn't back. I...I feel lost without him. Sure, we weren't dating but...I wanted to tell him how I felt. I wanted to tell him that I loved him. I wanted to tell him that no matter what happens, I would always stay with him. But I couldn't. He died before I could get the chance.
And I hate him for it.
No, wait...
I hate me more...
I was on the Dark Lord's side...
I helped him.
I helped him kill the love of my life.
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How...how could this happen?
Why am I so stupid?
How could I let him do that?
I should've done something, anything, to save Harry.
But...I didn't.
Because I was scared.
I was scared of my father.
I was scared of my mother.
I was scared of ruining my reputation.
Good God, I am an idiot.
Instead of saving the man I loved, I let him die. And for what!? My reputation!? My parents!? GOD, I DON'T GIVE TWO FUCKS ABOUT MY PARENTS!!! I DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT MY REPUTATION!...anymore...I did...and I let it control me...what an idiot I was...no...what an idiot I am.
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If I could Turn back Time
FantasyWhat if Harry didn't come back after he died during the Battle of Hogwarts? What if Draco was the first person who was hurt by this, when he's supposed to be glad he's gone? But...he can't be. "He...he was the only man I've ever loved!" "I hate you...