Blades | a.i |

~Worthless~

Hello again. "Your ugly, worthless, and just a waste of space on this earth." My stepmonster drunkinly yells in my face. My mom left my dad and he met my stepmonster. She was pretty cool at first but then she started drinking and became an alcoholic and just ended up being and obnoxious bitch. She would come in the middle of the night into me and my sisters room and say stuff like that. My dad finally found out about her beating me and doing those things to me he dumped her fat ass. When I was 13. I started to believe everything she would call me. I started to cut. 'Blades' is all I could think of when I was lonely and the stuff she said would haunt me. Well even after all those years she does the same thing to me even if I do live in Hornsby. She lives in Sydney. When she would get drunk and had to let it out on me she would drive to my apartment at like 3:00 in the morning and do the same thing she did when I was 13. that's exactly what your hearing now. "Go kill yourself you little bitch nobody likes you." she says. Damn how did she not get pulled over for a DUI. I could smell the alcohol on her breath all the way on the other end of my bed. " Ok it's time for you to get the hell out this is my damn apartment I pay the damn bills bitch get the fuck out before I call the police on you for trespassing get the fuck out of here slut!" I scream in her face I push her back down the stairs lead her to the door and slam it in her face and lock it up. Damn she's a bitch. I know that I sound rude but she's a bitch and that's a trait she possesses. I walk back up my spiral staircase to the loft where my bedroom is climb into bed curl up in my regular fetal position and fall it a deep sleep.

Oh yea did I mention my name is Alex?

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Hey yea I wrote a new book tell me what you think? Tell me I love to hear from ya'll! I love you my beasties!!!
~Queen