Blades | a.i |

~~ Life as we know it~~

ALEX POV

I wake up in the hotel bed with an empty space beside me. I sit up and check the time, 8:30, I look over at the other bed where ashton was and try to climb out of the bed but fall wincing at the pain remembering my fresh cuts looking down at my wrists and thighs. I sigh and breathe in and stand up walking over to his bed and climbing in. I lay down and let out a shaky sigh of relief I feel Ashtons muscular arms wrap around my waist and face nuzzle into my neck placing a soft kiss onto my collarbone. I smile and close my eyes letting the darkness consume me.

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I wake up with an empty space beside me, I instantly sit up and gather enough strength to stand up and walk. I head towards the bathroom and peek my head into the doorway. I see Ashton in a towel towel drying his hair, My eyes stay focused on his perfect muscular body. I couldn't look away and frankly I didn't want to his body is so god like just being in his presence gave you a sense of being a peasant. Frankly he didn't see me as a mere peasant. In his eyes he saw me as a goddess and at that he treated me like one, but I was no goddess I was nothing, and he seemed to notice that's the way I felt about myself. I snap out of my thoughts and look up at a very cheeky ashton glance over at me, I look away and speed walk back over to the bed but I was too late ashton picks me up and I start yelling at him to put me down. He sets me on the bed standing in between my legs."Liked the view?" He questions smirking. "Yes very much so," I say looking up at ashton placing my hands on his chest. He chuckles putting his hands on my waist leaning down placing a soft kiss on my lips then my nose and lastly my forehead. You know i'm not it sappy couple stuff and shit but he is my only exception, when I'm around him I feel different like i'm not the Alex that I believe I am. "Hey um would you like to go to luke's with me? Maybe you should get out of this hotel room for a little bit." He suggests an I nod 'yes' in response. He moves out of my way and I stand up as I walk towards the bag that was sitting on the bench ashton takes that as a chance to smack my bum. I turn towards him blushing, he looked back towards me smirking. I turn back around pay attention to my clothing since I only have one change of clothing I grab the t-shirt and jeans, I head towards the washroom and close the door squeezing into the jeans, I take off ashton's shirt to reveal the self mutilation up and down my wrists and stomach. I sit there and look at them for a few minutes until noticing I don't have a bra. I open the door and peek out to see if ashton was in view, I don't see him so I run out and grab my bra holding my breasts just in case ashton was there and I didn't see him. I run back into the wahroom and close the door to put my bra and shirt on I finish up and head out of the washroom to see ashton waiting for me on the bed. "Ready?" he asks and I nod a 'yes'. He grabs his keys and he head out.

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I didn't ride in the car with ashton I rode my bike and followed him to luke's home which was not that far. When he pulls into the driveway I stop my bike kick the kickstand down , shut her off and climb off I take off my sunglasses and helmet off. I place the glasses in my helmet and carry them to ashton. "Can I set these in your car?" I ask holding my helmet up. "Sure babe." He says opening the door for me. I place them in the passenger seat and climb out. Ashton closes the door and puts my hand in his he leans in and says "I have to say you look pretty badass on your bike." I laugh feeling blood rush to my cheeks. We head towards the door but mikey runs out of the house with arms wide open. He runs towards us but slams into me first to give me a warm embrace then the same to ashton. He starts talking then notices that me and ashton are holding hands, his mouth opens in a suprised O shape and says, "Are you guys dating?!" he asks a little overly excited. We nod in sync and he runs into the house like a bat out of hell yelling about me and ashton dating. We walk through the door and see the boys except mikey in the sitting room playing video games. "Hey guys." they say in sync their attention not moving from the television in front of them. Mikey comes back with a girl about my age but she looked a year younger than me. "Alex this is Kate she is Calum's girlirend." He says looking at me. I stay by ashton's side and look at her, "Hello i'm alexandria but you can call me alex if you would like." I say shyly. "Mikey already said my name but nice to meet you alex." she says giggling. "Uh there is food in the kitchen if you would like some." she says walking towards the kitchen. "She speaks my language see you later babe!" i say kissing his cheek softly. Running towards the kitchen, I grab some chips and ate while me and kate made small talk laughing at the boys when they lost whatever game they were playing.

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A/N

Hey beasties! I updated once again yes I am still alive suprisingly. It feels good to updatw because I know I have people that read my story and they want me to update. But anyways I will try to update alot more I mostly write when I have free time in english and yes we have laptops at my school and very shitty ones at that. I will try to update alot more I promise but we are practicing for exams in school now so yeah I will update aan hopefully soon. I love you my beasties!!

All the love xx