Blades | a.i |

_Breathless_

I freeze standing wide eyed looking at the most beautiful human being to ever enter my vision. Speechless, breathless I turn around once again trying to hide my red face. I feel his arms snake around my waist, and his lips make contact with the tender skin on my neck. I quietly moan hoping he wouldn't hear, but unfortunately he did starting to make a trail from my jawline to my collarbone leaving small love bites in the place of his lips. Leaving me breathless I gasp for air craving more of his touch, he turns me to face him and our lips lock passionately instantly becoming putty in his hands. It is absurd what this man can do to me but I let him anyways, addicted to his touch I would gladly let him manipulate me the way he is now. Our lips separated and our bodies parted leaving me weak feeling lost, and cold without his warm touch to keep me from the cold. I wash the rest of the conditioner out my hair and picked up my clean set of underwear pulling it onto my damp body. I walk back into the room placing my dirty clothing in the plastic bag provided by the hotel and walk over to my bed. I feel Ashton's gaze on me as I climb in to the soft, warm bed and pull the sheets over my shivering body. I hear slight shuffling feeling warm muscular arms rap around me  moments later. I lay there feeling as if nothing can never hurt me as long as I am in his protective arms. I bury my head in the mountain of pillows and yawn quietly.
"You yawn like a kitten." He says quietly, his breath hot on your skin. I shiver at the feeling of euphoria as he slightly chuckles after the comment he made moments ago. I just sit there, quiet  not ever wanting this moment to end. His lips make contact with my skin once again for just a mere second and then snuggles his head into my  neck. My legs a jumbled mess with his,  our fingers intertwined we sit there enjoying the silence and comfort of each other's presence. I wouldn't trade this for the world I loved him I've known this since the day we met in the shop. His kindness warmed my heart for which I hadn't experienced in ages I've been numb for so long, to have feeling once again to have felt something in the years I have been numb it was euphoric. I had lost all hope before I met him, It's been restored I never want to lose this feeling I never want to lose him. Then again I am nothing special I can easily be replaced and once I am he will go on and live the rest of his life for I am nothing always have been and always will be. Stop that. You're becoming blurryface again. You won't lose him. My inner demons fade and I am left feeling the happiest I've been in bloody ages. I am pulled out of my thoughts and back into reality I turn to face Ashton but he's fast asleep. He's so cute when he's asleep I giggle under my breathe placing a kiss onto the tip of his nose and snuzzling my head into his chest, slowly being pulled into the darkness.

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I feel the shuffling of the blankets and his grasp loosens slowly leaving contact with my body. I start to shiver I hear him stop in his place, he places a kiss on my forehead pulling the duvet back over my body. Silently walking to the bathroom I hear the water start to run, my hearing and vision fading in and out. Half awake I shut my eyes once again hoping to fall asleep but struggle missing the warmth of his body pressed up to mine. I open my eyes sitting there for a moment like that staring at the ceiling soon pulling myself to my feet and walk towards the bathroom. I enter as the soft trickle and splashing of water greets me while I head towards the toilet. After, I get up and walk over to the sink pulling my hair up into a bun disregarding the fact that it's a tangled mess from yesterday. I pick my toothbrush and toothpaste doing what everyone usually does with their toothbrush and toothpaste and beging to brush. Ashton shuts the water off and grabs a towel drying himself off, Aj finish brushing my teeth and walk over to the god behind me. I stand on my tippy toes and place my hands on his chest reaching up to peck him on the lips. I pull away but  he grabs me by the wrist bringing me back into his warm embrace.

"I love you"

A/N
I updated! I'm alive. I have blessed you with another chapter you're welcome. I'm just kidding how can I bless someone if I'm nothing? Anyways, I don't know when i will be updating again hopefully soon but I've had a lot of stress on my plate lately and I'm rambling so I'm just going to rap it up. See you soon Je t'aime my beasties.

All the Love L xx