Blades | a.i |

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I get up to my apartment and start to boil some water to make some spaghetti. My phone started to buzz

Unknown number: Hey it's Ashton from the music store.

Alex: you know you could have just said Ashton.

Ashton: Yea. Hey do you want to hang out?

Alex: Sure I'm making spaghetti at my place do you want to come over?

Ashton: Sure what's your address?

Alex: (address) See you soon.
I press the power button and shut it off. I go back to the stove and put the noodles in and started to heat up the sauce. There's a knock at the door and I say come in. I turn and look in the doorway and see Ashton leaning on the door frame. "Are you coming in or not?" I chuckle "Well are you going to bite my head off if I don't?" He says smiling. "I don't know do you want to eat or not?" I ask. "Well that's not a question I'm always in for some food." He says walking in grabbing a plate and walking over to my living room. "So do you care to tell me about your self?" He asks eating a fork full of spaghetti. "Well my full name is Alex Marie Huc I'm a Scorpio October 30th ever since I was in 7th grade I cut and I have attempted suicide I am just a waste of space in this world and I'm ok I'm just a plastic bag drifting through the wind wanting to start again." I say. "I'm sorry I never noticed back in 7th grade." He says. "I didn't know you in 7th grade." I say he turns to look at my face. "You didn't know me but I knew you." he says inches away from my face switching his eye contact from my lips and eyes. "Ashton I can't do this I don't know if I can trust you and every time I try to trust someone they leave or let me down." I said looking him in the eye. "I would never hurt you." he says."I don't believe I can trust you." I said. He leaned in and our lips connected softly to just to break after a second.  "Um do you want to watch a movie." I ask softly. He nods yes and I hold up the case for Dirty Dancing. He nods and I pop the dvd in the player and start it. " Hey I'm sorry for kissing you like that." he says. "Its fine I enjoyed it." I said. "You enjoyed it?" He said wide eyed. "Hey just Bc I said I couldn't trust you now doesn't mean I won't in the near future." I say. I check the time 11:40 p.m. "Hey can you spend the night with me I know it's to early in our relationship but I'm scared." I say. "Why are you scared?" he asks. "Because my ex-stepmonster likes to come here around 4:00 in the morning and tell me how much of a screw up I am." I said looking him in the eyes. "Why?" He asks. "The bitch is an alcoholic and gets drunk off her as s and comes early in the morning to tell me how much of a waste I am." I say. "Sure."he says. "lets go ahead and go to bed." I say heading up the spiral staircase up to my loft Ashton following quickly behind me. I go change into my pjs and jump into bed. I lay with my back to Ashton. I feel his arm slither around my waist. "Did anyone ever tell you how gorgeous you are?" He says. "I'm not gorgeous." I say falling asleep.
"Your worthless I tell you Alex worthless I never wanted you in my fucking life. Your dad never loved you your mom never loved and I sure as hell don't.." She gets cut off. "None of those damn things are true even if no one loved her she has me and I love her with all my fucking heart so get the fuck out and I'm calling the police for trespassing get your ass out of our apartment." He screams in her face. Ours? I like the sound of that. I sob quietly into my pillow soaking in what she said. "Hey don't listen to her I love you your dad loves you and you mom loves you who gives a shit about what she thinks just go back to bed and stop crying I don't like it." His breath hot on my neck I feel him softly kiss my forehead. I fall into a deep sleep crying into my pillow.
A/N
Yes before you ask I did quote Katy perry. Anyways thanks for reading I love you my beasties!!