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ever sense alison fanning had realased her sophomore album everything in the sturniolo house had shifted. for the best? not so much. as much as nick was glad that she was trying to heal in some way and loved the new album, the boy the album was about had been listening to it on repeat. it was like ever since the album was announced chris had been somewhat depressed and when he listened to it for the first time it got worse. it was almost as if the boy realized how much he either fucked up and/or missed alison. what didn't help is trisha's words seemed to have really affected the boy.
in all honesty chris really missed alison. he knew he fucked up, but he also knew that alison had no right to randomly accuse him of shit that she said. at the same time though he shouldn't have yelled at her, he shouldn't have brought up adam, he shouldn't have gotten a girlfriend so quickly. it just really hurt him. so when alison announced her album he decided to listen to it as a joke thinking it won't be that bad. he was proved wrong when he pressed play. which led him to where he was now. sulking in his bed, tear stains on his face, on his thirteenth listen of alison's album and declining his girlfriends calls every two seconds.
he believed his brothers and friends in all honesty when they say that she was using him but he told himself he didn't care. he was mainly using stephanie as a mask to hide his true pain. the truth. the truth that he actually really liked, even loved alison. the truth that he wasn't over her, or the ghost of her silhouette that was lingering in his room.
his brothers of course hated that he was like this considering that he was so fine a week ago, they didn't think that it was fair to anyone. they didn't know the real reason for chris's behavior over the past month. they didn't know he was just trying to push down his real feelings cause the last time he tried to talk to someone about them he got heartbroken.
so there he was morning over a relationship that could've been.
his phone was about to explode by the amount of phone calls and texts that stephanie had been sending so he had no choice but to answer it.
what do you want?
wow, that's no way to talk to your girlfriend
chris visibly winced at the mention
anyway I just wanted to hang out I feel like I haven't seen in foreverrr
stephanie we literally saw each other yesterday.
yeah but I miss you, and I have a great idea for a new video, and I was wondering maybe you could be in it?
there it was. the real reason stephanie wanted to come over. honestly he's surprised he didn't see the signs earlier but now that he's put his head back on straight he's realized how stupid he's been.
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begin again - christopher sturniolo
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