sweet surrender | omegaverse.

chapter 33

"you lied. you fucking lied." fourth said, while holding the documents his friend gave him, he looked at gem with anger.

"how could you ever cheat on me? i gave you everything gem! to my body, myself. i chose you over my brothers! you fucking bitch!"

"you told me you love me more than anything."

"i do fot-"

"THEN EXPLAIN WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS." fourth slapped the documents on gemini's face, gemini looked at the pictures flying through the air. it was him and ford.

"where did you get this?" gemini asked in horror, he looked at fourth, a tear slipped through its eyes.

"don't you ever fucking ask, you've lied to me! you're already engaged? you and ford are still together? you have a house where both of you see each other in secret? since when, gem? SINCE WHEN? you're the same as my ex. both of you only wanted my body, not me. die in hell, gem." fourth ran outside of gemini's office, gemini tried to stop him but it was too late.

[ THE NEXT DAY ]

gemini is in the school since he's still getting a major degree, he saw fourth there and remembered that fourth is getting a degree too. he looked at fourth's clothes. cropped shirt with long sleeve net inside it, small shorts. he doesn't want fourth to wear kinds of clothes like that.

he was about to walk to fourth, then fourth's ex walked up to fourth, the young boy smiled ear to ear then kissed it on the lips.

"scared of you leaving me. i don't want to lose you so kept it to myself." that words rang through gemini's head.

"why didn't explain to you fourth, i thought you're scared of losing me. now you already lose me." a tear slipped through his eyes, seeing fourth smile makes him happy.

all of their memories came rushing back to him, the laughters, the loving moments, their bonding, those late night cuddle and kisses. those cuddle after sex. he couldn't imagine his life without fourth, but it's fourth decision. he should respect it.

to love is to let go...
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before it's too late
I'll take a step away
one word of you
will me make go
rushing back to you.

"bro, you should stop now. you're already drunk, fourth will get mad at you." one of his friends said, gemini looked at him.

"why do you keep telling that name? he is the reason why I am like this! he should have looked at the dates of those pictures. that was before I got to know him." his friends tried to console him, after a while gemini passed out because of drunkenness. they didn't know where to bring gemini, so they called fourth.

"hello, fourth?"

"hello, aou! why did you call me? do you need something?"

"uhm, gemini is in this bar ****** we didn't know where he lived, can you come pick him up?"

"ohh..haha, sure."

"thank you, fourth. sorry again."

after a while, fourth came in the bar. he put gemini's arms around him, he thanked gemini's friends then they left.

they arrived at gemini's house, he carried it all the way to their 'room' when he opened it, he saw the room full of their pictures together. then a big portrait in the wall. it's his portrait.

he laid gemini on the bed, when he was about te leave, gemini held his hands. fourth looked at him, his eyes were half closed.

"fot?" fourth didn't reply, gemini sat down then even though he's sober, he tried to explain himself.

"i missed you so damn much, these past few weeks i thought i died, i didn't eat, sleep, work. i just looked at your pictures all day long. i'm so sad that I didn't explain my side to you."

"I let you go without telling you what really happened, when I heard you and
nook got back together, i tried to kill myself to see if you really loved me, many suicidal things i did, self harms. 'cause I thought that way you will come rushing back to me."

" I drank a lot, I came back to my old self like when ford left me, even my family didn't know what to do, the day you left I died, for real. I loosed you, I loosed my self."

"because how can I live without my life? you were the one who colored my black and white gold and rainbow, you were the sun to my plants, you were the threes to my life. how am I supposed to live without you?" then gemini got on his knees.

"I'm begging you come back to me fourth. let's go back to the days our love was pure?" tears strolled down fourth's cheeks, his pride is stepping up telling him no, but his guts wants gemini to tell the truth.

he chose his guts, he sat down and put his hands on gemini's cheeks, wiping the tears on its cheeks.

"I will give you a second chance, tell the truth and make me believe in you gemini. I didn't do this because I love you, I did this to seek truthness and see if I should trust you again." fourth said, bitterness can heard on fourth's words.

"those pictures were old, I don't know you back then. yes, they were real but I don't know you when that was captured, me and ford are still in a relationship that time. ford cheated on me, yes I became black and white, but when I met you, fourth you colored my life."

"I love you to the fullest fourth, I would never ever cheat on you. I will tell the truth, yes I talked to ford in this picture, to ask him what should I do next."

"next? what's next?" fourth said, gemini wiped his tears and grabbed a box on his pocket.

"next is to ask you a question with this ring, fourth. can we be together forever? I promise to take care of you forever, I will fix the problems we face, we fight the things that gets on our way. I want you to be that half of my yin yang, I want my everyday colored rainbow. will you marry me, fourth?" gemini said, then he opened a box with a ring inside, fourth couldn't believe his eyes.

"I...I am speechless, yes I do! I do! I do!" fourth said, gemini smiled then puts the ring on fourth's finger.

gemini kissed fourth, it was magical. fourth cried, gemini wiped his tears.

"earlier I made you cry, now you made me cry." fourth said then both of them laughed.

"can you fuck me now?" fourth added, gemini looked at him and smirked.

"no fucking 'till we're married, fourth. I promised that to your brother's." fourth made a sad face, which made gemini chuckled.

the rest of the night, they slept cuddling each other.