Nagising nanaman akong sobrang sakit ng ulo ko at basang basa ang unan ko hindi dahil sa laway kundi dahil sa luha na patuloy pading umaagos hanggang ngayon.
Mas malakas pa yata ang agos ng luha ko kaysa sa alon sa dagat.
Hindi ko masabi kina mama yung nararamdaman ko baka kasi maalala nanaman niya ang nangyari sa daddy ko ayoko na ulit siyang makitang nasasaktan dahil mahirap talaga.
*Knock Knock*
I wiped my tears easily and pretend that I'm still asleep.
Narinig ko ang pagbukas ng pinto at ang kanyang dahan dahan na paglapit sakin.
naramdaman ko ang mainit na palad ni mommy sa aking braso.
"Ang init mo. Rain wake up!"
"Hmmm"
"Are you okay sweetie?" mom asked.
I nodded
I lied.
I'm in PAIN and FULL OF HATRED
Tama sila mas mabilis magmove on yung mga taong nangiwan kaysa sa naiwan.
"I can feel that you're not." Mom said
Hindi naman talaga mommy eh.
"You're sick"
"No, ma I'm okay"
"Just don't go to school today"
"But Mom"
"No buts Rain"
"Trust me mom I'm really okay and If not then I have to be" I said and smiled
"I trust you but, if there's something wrong just tell me I wouldn't mind giving you my full attention just to listen to your problem okay" Mom said
I nodded "Thanks mom"
Lumabas na din si Mommy sa room ko.
I feel so blessed having a mother like her. I never thought that she really cared for me.
Nagsimula na kong maglipit ng higaan at maligo at gawin lahat ng ritwat.
Hmmmmm ...
"I smell ahmm. Hot cake"
"Go sit and grab your breakfast here" Yaya nil Mommy at sinunod ko naman siya.
"You look beautiful today Sweetie!" Mom complemented me and that makes me smile.
"Rain can you come with me?" Kuya Jin asked
"Where?"
"Young breezy World"
"Really? Sure"
Finally makakapunta na ko sa YB World. I feel so excited. Yay!
"Next week then" He said and I nodded
"Thanks Kuya"
"You're welcome bunso"
Si Kuya Jin Half Brother ko siya Same mother but different father.
That's all information I know about him cause I dont want to bother him asking about his life before.
The past is in the past.
Pero ung past namin ni Kent mukang nagstopover sa present ko kaya eto oh. naalala ko parin lahat lahat.
Siguro kung ang luha iniipon lang nakasampung drum mahigit na ko.
