Thus Far in Effect | HEEHOON 🔞

That Bad?

Late in the afternoon, Heeseung came back to Sunghoon’s apartment. Sunghoon had had the intention to just give back his clothes and tell him to leave, they’ve done more than enough the previous night, but Heeseung was very persuasive. So, logically, they ended up in bed again. This time they did use a condom, though.

Deep within himself, Sunghoon knew he should have been a little less easy to convince. Jake’s words were still fresh in his mind, and it was not a good idea to have sex with Heeseung while his emotions were a mess. He chose to live in the moment and not care about the possible consequences. To be fair, he was okay before, during and after having sex with Heeseung, the issue came several hours later. Reality really crashed around him when he woke up and Heeseung was nowhere to be found. Sure, he left a note with cute doodles and a message on his phone, but he still left. He left without waking him, without telling him, and Sunghoon felt worthless for a second.

The thought was discarded and disregarded instantly, though. He had to remind himself that this was the nature of their relationship. Heeseung didn’t owe him anything, even if he almost always did wake him up if he had to leave. In fact, he often didn’t leave until the next morning once both had woken up and had breakfast. Heeseung spoiled him so much he deluded himself for a moment, and Jake’s conversation hadn’t helped him at all. He wouldn’t be stupid, he had to remember that it meant nothing to Heeseung and it should mean the same to him.

Blinking away any possible tears, Sunghoon got himself ready for his classes. He wasn’t feeling his best and it showed in his choice of clothing. That wasn’t to say he looked ragged, he’d never let that happen, but he wasn’t his usual pristine self. It was a minimal effort kind of look, which worked for him at the moment. He didn’t know how he’d be able to withstand the entire day of class, he felt drained of all energy, but he’d have to manage. Honestly, the thing he was dreading the most was meeting Jake again; he may just break down in front of him if he did. 

He’s been so worried about running into Jake, that he didn’t think about what he’d do if he ran into Heeseung. Much like what ended up happening, with his almost literally collapsing against him as he walked out of his class. Usually, they didn’t see each other around much, mostly because Sunghoon knew Heeseung’s schedule and made sure to avoid him, but he hadn't been thinking about it. 

It was just a second, but that had been enough for them to end in one of the university’s bathrooms. Sunghoon couldn’t even tell who had taken the initiative and brought them there, but he could tell he’d been the one dropping to his knees unprompted. Heeseung sat on the toilet, the lid bent down and scared them for a second, it felt like it would break. Sunghoon was kneeling on the floor in between Heeseung’s legs and was quickly working to undo Heeseung’s pants, they were in a hurry after all. 

“Eager?” Heeseung teased, running his fingers through Sunghoon’s hair.

“Shut it or I’m walking out,” Sunghoon’s threatened, emptily. There was no way he was stopping now.

It should be embarrassing how good Sunghoon was at sucking Heeseung off. Not for the act itself, but because he’d done it so many times already, he knew everything he needed to do to make sure Heeseung felt the most pleasure out of it. He knew exactly how Heeseung liked it best and made sure to do it just like that every single time. He was so desperate to please Heeseung and he wasn’t even fully aware of it, that it had to be a little shameful for him. A small blow to his dignity and the idea that this was just sex from both ends. But he wasn’t ready to confront that, so instead he kept sucking and slobbering over Heeseung’s cock. 

If that wasn’t reason enough, he went from gagging on it every time, to now being able to just pretty much shove it entirely down his throat. He should not be proud of that, but he was. He was proud because he’d achieved that through way more practice than he’s comfortable admitting, all because Heeseung liked it that way. And because he liked fucking his face every once in a while.