street Artist x Secretly a idol! | pjsk au | akikasa | Another Love

friendship

Akito pov

🎧"Phew good job on practice today you guys"
🐹"Yeahh everyone did great"
Just great? Huh.
🎧"Alright what kind of drinks y'all want"
🐹"Oh just a glass of water"
Great isn't enough.. at this rate I moving further and further away from my dream..
☕"I'll take some coffee"
🎧"Okay what about you akito?"
Hoshi would probably laugh at me if he see me at my current condition.
🌟"Hahaha I thought you wanted to stand beside me not behind me haha"
I can't face him like that.
🎧"AKITO SHINONOME!"
🥞"Wh- what I miss??"
☕"You were spacing out"
🎧"What kind of drinks you want"
🥞"Oh. I'll pass-"
🎧"Ugh whatever."
🐹"Hey akito you okay?"
🥞"Yeah yeah sorry-"
☕"He's probably thinking about the upcoming test"
🐹"Oh yeah I heard that test is super close"
Get a grip shinonome. There's no time to overthink right now I gotta be better not just great!
The door open and a familiar faces walk in
🥞"Hm?"
⭐"Uh-"
My face lit up and then I ran up to him excited
🥞"You came!!"
⭐"I-i just curious about this place that all"
🥞"Come on!"
I grab his hand and bring him to my crew back
🥞"He's here to watch us practice"
🎧"Ooo akito brings a boy here"
🥞"Huh what that supposed to mean"
☕"Hm isn't that tenma? From 2-a?"
🥞"Yepp"
🐹"It's nice to meet you"
Instead of greeting back to kohane, tenma glare at her
🐹"Eek-!"
🥞"he's uhh not much for a first expression-"
☕"I think we all notice that-"
🎧"I see"
🥞"Don't mind them tenma"
⭐"Okay"
🥞"How do you know hoshi by the way?!"
⭐"Like I say I listen to some of his songs"
🥞"His song is good right!?!"
⭐"Sure"
🎧"Tenma would you like to order something?"
🥞"Get the pancakes! The pancake here is so good"
⭐"I'll pass"
🥞"Jeez you didn't take my recommendation"
⭐"I watching my calories not like you understand"
🥞"Hah!? Excuse you"
🎧"Hahaha akito does eat alot"
🥞"No I don't! I eat regular amount like everyone else"
🎧"Sureee"
⭐"Hey shinonome when did you start becoming a fan of hoshi?"
🥞"Oh well since I was a little kid"
⭐"Huh but hoshi wasn't so well-known as a kid"
🥞"Heh I guess you could say that I am a og fan"
⭐"Right I don't think I care about that"
🥞"But you asked hmph"
⭐"(Shinonome really liked hoshi since he was a kid huh- I guess in the end he's just another fan)"
Hm? Why tenma look down then usual
🥞"Hey-"
⭐"Sorry but I need to go home already"
🥞"Oh alright then"
⭐"See you tomorrow! Uh don't forget to study for the test"
🥞"Ugh don't remind me bye"
Tenma left the place.
🐹"He's leaving already? But didn't he just got here"
🎧"Maybe akito scared him off"
🥞"He probably have some nerdy thing to do or something"
☕"Hey didn't he look a little down when he left"
🥞"Yeah I noticed.."
☕"I wonder is he okay?"
🐹"Maybe you should ask him next time akito"
🥞"Yeah I will"
☕"Alright let's stop our practice here and get to studying"
🥞"Ughh"
🎧"Urghg I don't want to"

The next day (Tuesday)

🥞"Hey toya.. did I say something bad to tenma yesterday?"
☕"Huh what do you mean?"
🥞"Well tenma been ignore or not acknowledging my existing."
☕"Not acknowledging your existing?"
🥞"Just a hour ago I came to school late and tenma didn't warn me or said anything he just walk past me that all"
☕"I thought you didn't like it when tenma lecture you about coming late?"
🥞"Believe me I don't. I mean I don't even mind if he just stop caring about my existing but.. for some reason my chest feels heavy."

☕"(I don't think I ever I see akito behave or speak like this-)"
🥞"What should I do?"
Toya face reaction look Abit shock for some reason.. I guess it's the first and last time I ever ask help for something like this.. I don't understand it myself but my heart feel in pain when tenma ignore me I like a puppy begging for attention or even just look at me is enough
☕"Akito. You should confront tenma about it"
🥞"Huh why?"
☕"If you did said something bad you should apologize, it'll make your chest feels a little light"
🥞".."
☕"But I don't think you said anything bad it could've just been tenma himself ignoring you"
🥞"What!! Why would he do that-"
☕"That's why you should ask him"
🥞"You're right toya. Thanks for listening to me"
☕"Mhm goodluck"
The bell rung.
Oh crap I miss my opportunity to speak with tenma.. damn it I guess I'll just wait until it's the end of the day
In the meantime maybe I can think on what to say to him.

That evening

Where is tenma? I can't find him- I look and ask everyone in school but couldn't find him until I went up to the rooftop.
There he was
🥞"Tenma!"
⭐"Huh?? Aki- I mean shinonome?"
I was out of breath duel to running around all day I slowly approach to him while catching my breath tenma then slowly back away from me
⭐"Wh-what are you doing here.."
🥞"I need to talk with you"
Tenma look afraid as he back up to the fence
He then turn his head away avoid my eyes contact
🥞"Did I.. say something bad to you?"
Oh god this is embarrassing.. apologizing or confronting someone is so embarrassing..
⭐"Huh- oh.. well it's not really your fault"
Tenma then turn around and looks at the fence
🥞"Then why?"
⭐"(Sorry shinonome but being friends with a friends is dangerous.. what if you firgure out who am I.. then you'll just be like those other people it's always the same.. I need to lie to him)"
⭐"I.."
🥞"Whatever it is I'll hear you out!
⭐"But..why are you going out of your way just to be friends with me?"
🥞"I don't know it myself but.. I guess I just can't leave you alone"
Tenma slowly turns his head finally making eyes contact with me his eyes filled with sorrow and sadness he look like he was about to cry
⭐"(Maybe. Being friends with him isn't so bad..no. they all the same.)"
Tenma smile weakly at me then his smile quickly fade away
🥞"I promise I won't leave you alone."
Tsukasa tenma from what I heard his been alone for a long time people doesn't like him because of his strict attitude and according to them they call him "captain no fun" "mr.buzzkill" I understand tenma just wanna do his jobs but still it's feel like he pushes them away
🥞"I know there something bothering you.. but you can't tell me so until then I'll wait for you! No matter how long I'll wait until you can open up to me"
Tenma then kneel down and fall down on the floor then tears begin to falls out of his eyes
⭐"Sorry.. I shouldn't be crying right now.."
I kneel down on his level and wipe away some of the tears from his face
🥞"Hey it's okay to cry I'll be right by your side okay?"

Hearing those word tenma cry more as I comfort him
After an hour or so he finally calm down so I took him home as we were walking home there were no word spoken on the walk not like there's anything to talk about anyways
I stop by tenma front door and waited for him to go inside his house afterwards I left heading to the weekend garage.

Damn I felt exhausted but at the same time I felt happy? I don't know how to describe the feeling I felt my chest didn't feel heavy anymore instead it felt.. warm.

Why?

(*Sniff sniff* I smell love In the air)