street Artist x Secretly a idol! | pjsk au | akikasa | Another Love

frustrated defeat

Friday (that night)

Akito pov

🎧"Still Can't believe tenma is taking the extra classes with us"
🥞"It's convenient for me now I not bored all of the time"
🎧"Too bad this extra class isn't permanent"
🥞"Yeah.. but whatever I can still see him at the school!"
Ugh that marker pen he use to doddle my face wasn't easy to clean off..
☕"We still have time to kill"
🎧"Well me and kohane will go do some girls stuff you boys have fun"
An grabs kohane and run off
🥞"Don't forget to meet us at the live house!!"
🐹"Mhm okayy"
And there they goes
🥞"Hey toya wanna go take a walk"
☕"Shouldn't you change first?"
🥞"Nah it's okay I just wanna confirm this one rumour"
☕"Rumors? What kind of rumours?"
🥞"Some guy name arata Tono or something like that was getting famous around these streets"
☕"Hm I think I heard this guy before"
🥞"Yeah let's go check it out! I always like to get new rival!"
☕"Alright then"
We left the weekend garage and wonder off in the vivids street now where should we start looking
I took out my phone and saw I got a text from tsukasa

-Tsu
Hey are you performing tonight??

-hoshinum1fan
Of course!!

-Tsu
Cool then I coming there🔥🔥

-hoshinum1fan
Good you get the first place view to wacth me
Win ᕙ⁠(⁠ ⁠¤⁠ ⁠〰⁠ ⁠¤⁠ ⁠)⁠ᕗ

-Tsu
Yeah right!! Don't get too cocky
Plus you spelled watch wrong lol
-_-

-hoshinum1fan
shut up!! I know that

I laugh Abit from me and tsukasa conversation on the phone then suddenly I bump into a crowd of people
🥞"What the heck? Why there so many people here??"
☕"It seems like they watching a performance"
🥞"A performance?"
I try pushing some of the people to see what were they looking at and it was some guy singing
??" ⁠~⁠♪ ⁠__~⁠♪ "
🥞"?!!"
He's singing was surprisingly good.. it's better than me..
☕"Akito you okay?"
🥞"Yeah."
The person that was singing spotted us and walk towards us
??"hey I know you guys"
🥞"Oh uh.."
??"I arata Tono and I saw you guys performance yesterday"
🥞"Oh that's great what did you think of I-"
⛓️"I think it's boring and disappointing."
🥞"What."
⛓️"But hey you guys just starting out right?"
🥞"We've been in the gigs for a year already."
⛓️"What for real?? You guys sounds Soo amateur I thought you guys starting singing together yesterday"
🥞"You.."
⛓️"You guys only won because of luck"
🥞"Hah!? Who the hell you think you are!! What you started singing yesterday and suddenly you are a expert or something!"
☕"Akito!"
⛓️"Hahaha I been singing for a long time too! But I never sounds bad like you"
🥞"Bad.."
⛓️"You lucky to have good teammates too bad your the one who's holding them back"
🥞"..."
⛓️"Standing next to hoshi.. oh please you don't have what it takes to stand next to him"
🥞"Grh.."
☕"Akito.."
🥞"Hey! Tono let's have a singing battle. If I win then you'll take back everything you say about me!"
⛓️"Fine deal but only if you win though"
🥞"You don't have to sing with me toya"
☕"I your partner akito I want to help"
🥞"Fine."
⛓️"Goodluck you going to need it"
I pick up a mic and started singing I gave it my all. singing all my passionate
Whatever it takes to make that dream of my come true!! I can't give up because some guy told me I holding my teammates back.. I won't back down one day I'll face him and proudly talk to him like a normal person. I'll do whatever it takes..
We sang all our energy catching our breath after finishing.
⛓️"Hm not bad. But not good enough"
Tono start to take the mic and sang..
🥞"He's singing.."
He's voices was something else.. it's like he's fired up for something. could he.. also have similar dream like me.. I felt so frustrated from every word come out from his voice.. it felt like I wanna vomit my whole body feels sick
Why can't I be better..
He finished singing and the crowd went wild.. me and toya already knows that we lost.
🥞"Urg.."
☕"How can one sing like that.."
⛓️"It's an obvious win"
🥞"How.."
⛓️"Simple you toya aoyagi, you sing good but you lack emotions"
☕".."
⛓️"That An shiraishi girl lack in strength, her voice isn't just as good enough as her partner. And that kohane azusawa girl lack of confidence"
🥞"How dare you! Don't you insult my teammates like that!"
Toya holds me back
☕"Akito no."
🥞"Ugh."
⛓️"There one more person I didn't mention"
🥞"Huh"
⛓️"You shinonome. Your the least interesting one of them all"
🥞".."
⛓️"You lack energy, strength and most of them all passion"
🥞"What. Lack of passion. You're wrong.. I been dreaming this moment ever since I was a kid YOU DON'T KNOW HOW HARD I WORKED"
⛓️"Of course I wouldn't must be hard to work hard and not going anywhere. But hey keep practicing and maybe you'll stand behind hoshi"
Tono walk away waving his hand goodbye
I fell down and felt sorrow and shame
☕"Akito.."
🥞"Damn it he's right.. I need to work harder if I ever wanna go anywhere. I been running for so long just to ended up in the same place."
☕"Akito."
🥞"Am I even going to get better. Can I make my dream come true."
☕"Akito"
🥞"If I face hoshi right now he'll laughs at me"
☕"Akito get up. Just because we lost from one person that doesn't mean we should fall down and cry about it"

🥞"..."
☕"Let's work harder to beat him alright? Everytime we lost we always get back up right? Beside we still have alot to learn"
🥞"Yeah you're right."
☕"Come on shiraishi and azusawa is waiting for us at the live house"
With no other word to say we both walk to the live house

🎧"There you guys are! What took you guys so long!!"
🐹"Are you guys okay?"
☕"Well."
🥞"Yeah don't worry about us we're fine!"
🎧"By the way tsukasa is watching in the crowd"
🥞Oh for real?"
I took a peak to the crowd and I saw him there I smile brightly when I saw him there then I saw someone familiar arrive.. it was Tono. my smile quickly fades away and I felt frustrated damn it.
🐹"Come on its our turn!"

Tsukasa pov

Oh yay it's starting!
The vivid bad squad started singing like normal I felt happy hearing them sing but then I got caught off guard from akito singing
He's voice was different from yesterday.. yesterday he sounded passionate it was cute but today he's toned sounded.. aggressively angry.
🥞"(No it's not enough.. I gotta pushed harder.. at this rate I holding them back)"
Akito toned was a little frightening.. it kinda scared me he's sounds like he's mad at something or perhaps someone.
Akito.. something is wrong with him if he keep singing like this then he'll break down badly. The show ended and the crowd slightly cheered
I went behind the backstage and take a peak on what's going on with them.
🎧"Okay the crowd was definitely wasn't please at all.."
🐹"The crowd seems like they don't like us or something"
🎧"Unlike yesterday the crowd went wild but today they didn't seems please."
🐹"Did we.. do something different from yesterday??"

☕"Hey akito are you okay?"
🥞"Yeah. I fine. Hey uh I wanna do some solos shows"
🎧"What?! Are you leaving the vivid bad squad?"
🥞"No of course not I'm just want some practice that's all"
☕"Akito.."
🎧"You can do whatever you want I won't stopped you"
🥞"Thanks you"
With that akito walk off leaving his teammates
Something on akito mind.. should I do something? Well technically this isn't my problem but I cannot get him off my mind-
I left the building and waited for my private driver to come and pick me up
I took out my phone and text akito
He didn't pickup hmm.. what should I do.. what can I do..
My driver finally arrive and I got in still lost in thought I'll cheer him up somehow maybe I cooked for him? Or I can help him study? Whatever it is I'll be sure to do something about it
Awe he was so cute when he was frustrated about something hehe and I love his aggressive tone it was like he was begging to win so.. desperately.. I knew it in my heart it was love in first sight just like the first time I saw him♡
I want him for myself and no one elses. He'll be mine I don't care about the consequences.
...
Hm? I thought I heard something weird.. whatever. Probably my imagination