these hard feeling to ignore

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Monday

Akito pov

🎧"So akito are you going to the spring fest?"
🥞"I don't know festival isn't my thing"
🎧"Oh come on I sure you'll have fun!!"
🥞"No thanks"
Hm today is the last day of the extra classes we get and tsukasa isn't here
🎧"Oh yeah how's the concert last night? You got the vip tickets right"
🥞"Uh well.."
Hoshi confesses his feelings to me but I rejected it.. I felt a little regret but it was too soon plus I rejected him because..
..
It was just early that's all.
🥞"It's was great."
🎧"Hm? Alright then.."
Sigh tsukasa didn't come to school and what happened last night really brings me down..
The extra classes ended and me and An decided to walk together
🎧"Look at this poster"
🥞"Spring fest hm oh well I not coming anyways"
🎧"Oh well that's a shame I heard tsukasa was coming"
🥞"What for real??"
🎧"Yeah and I heard he sign himself for cleaning duty"
🥞"I heard of it but there isn't many people joined the cleaning duty too right.."
🎧"Yeah I guess people don't like cleaning"
🥞"Hmm.. maybe I'll consider going"
🎧"Wow what make you change your mind"
🥞"Uh reason.."
🎧"Okay you rainbow"
🥞"Your the one to talked.. anyways where toya?"
🎧"He said some stuff to take care of"
🥞"Oh library duty?"
🎧"Mhm"
Hmm I wanted to talk to toya about my situation oh well
I wonder where tsukasa

Tsukasa pov

Ugh I skipped school today because I have some idol stuff to do.. today was the last day the extra classes I hope akito is not too upset..
🥞"I have eyes for someone else."
Huh? Why did I suddenly remember that.. when did akito even say that- my head hurt I kept remembering these memories that didn't even happen but is it true akito has his eyes set on someone else.. it must be hoshi he does admire him so much
I can't help but feel sad that he likes the lie part of me.
⭐"Hm.. spring fest, I can't believe I got signed up for cleaning duty.."
I hope I could have some fun in the festival plus I heard rui and Nene are in town for the festival
🍨"Great job today hoshi"
⭐"You know you can call me tsukasa."
🍨"Oh. Right"
⭐"I'm going home now!"
🍨"Be safe!"
⭐"I will, thank you"
I rushed out the studio v and headed home

The spring fest.. I wonder if akito is going aswell

Saturday (that morning)

Tsukasa pov

Here goes.. we need to clean the pool,gym and storage room for the spring fest. There were a couple of students who willingly joined the cleaning duty alright the fest is on Monday so I should focus
I was assigned to clean the pool
Damn it seems like I'm alone. This place is too spacious sighed
I started to mop the floor then suddenly I heard something in the pool storage room..
⭐"Wh-what was that.."
I slowly approach the storage room and open the door carefully
🥞"Ouch.. hey help me out will ya?"
⭐"A-akito?? What are you doing here??"
🥞"I in the cleaning duty too now help me with hose"
⭐"Why would you wanna join"
🥞"Well.. uh.. I-i guess I just wanna help you out that's all"
?!! Is he blushing.. I grab the mop nervously and turn away from him
⭐"W-we should just start cleaning.."
🥞"Ah right"
Akito grabs the hose and water around the pool
He's here to help me out..? I guess I never have anyone to help me out willingly
"I have eyes for someone else."
.. those words feel so real. It felt like he actually said those to me.. but he didn't say any of that. Then why do I remember it so vividly
🥞"Tsukasa"
Maybe it was a dream? Or maybe I imagined it.
🥞"Tsukasa hellooo"
Even if I imagined it then why do I remember him pulling me away.. when was it? Last night..? But I was asleep last night
🥞"Okay you asked for this!"
Akito sprays me with water using the hose on his hand and I feel down on the ground
⭐"Hey!! What was that for!!"
🥞"I called your name several times you didn't answer!!"
⭐"Well that doesn't give you the right to splash me with water!"
I got up and walked towards him
🥞"Woah tsukasa wait!"
⭐"This was my only changing clothes you know!"
🥞"You should look where you going.."
⭐"Don't tell me what to d-..."
Then I fell in the pool, I was struggling to see because of the water
🥞"Oi wait, can you swim??"
I kept struggling until akito jumped in the water trys to grab my hand
But I move away from him and grab the stairs
⭐"Ugh now look what you did.."
🥞"What I done!!? Hey I try to save you and now I'm wet!!"
⭐"I didn't ask for you to jump in!! You idiot!"
🥞"I the idiot?! You were the one who slipped and fell inside the pool!!"
⭐"Sh-shut up!!"
I splash some water at him
🥞"Hey!!"
⭐"Hmph.."
I climb out of the pool and look for a towel or something.
There wasn't any.. oh great
Akito climbs out as well and walks towards me
🥞"Great now what"
⭐"Well we got to change our clothes otherwise we'll get sick"
🥞"Yeah yeah whatever.."
Hmph maybe there is some towel in the storage room..
⭐"Hey maybe there are some towel inside the storage roo-"
Akito was taking off his shirt then he noticed me staring at him I embarrassingly turn away
🥞"What wrong?"
⭐"N-nothing!! I'm just gonna get the towel"
I rushed into the storage room and catches my breath
I felt my face heated up alright calm down let's just get the towel it's freezing
Hm there aren't any towels here
🥞"Hey did you found the towel?"
⭐"AHH- oh akito you scared me"
🥞"Oh my bad"
⭐"Could you give me some space.. this room isn't as spacious. your fatass is taking all the space"
🥞"What!? Hey!!"
I laughed Abit
🥞"Alright, did you found the towel?"
⭐"Do I look like I have them?"
🥞"Well look harder"
Akito pushed me Abit
⭐"Hey don't push me!"
I push akito back
🥞"I'm just trying to help you find that towel!"
⭐"Well you aren't doing a great job!"
🥞"Stop pushing me then!"
⭐"How about you first!"
Suddenly akito tripped and grabbed me along
⭐"Ouch.. are you okay?"
🥞"Y-yeah.. j-just get off me.."
⭐"Ah! S-sorry!!"
🥞"Don't worry about it.."
I got off him and sat down on the ground.. this whole time we were fighting.. I should apologize I think I'm the one who has been beefing.
⭐"Uh akito"
🥞"I wanna apologize"
⭐"Wh-what??"
🥞"I been getting on your nerves right? So I just wanted to apologize. If you want I'll leave aswell"
⭐"?!?"
Why is akito acting so gently then usual..
Akito got up and grabbed his shirt he wore it back then walked to the exits
⭐"W-wait!!"
🥞"Hm?"
⭐"Y-you didn't do anything wrong.. I wanted to apologize to you I have been nothing but just mad at you for no reason. I truly apologize!"
🥞"Hey don't worry about it."
⭐"Hey akito! I was wondering if you wanna-.."
Follow you to the spring fest? I think I remember that he had he's eyes on someone else's
..
Oh right..
🥞"You alright?"
⭐"Yeah.. I fine.. nevermind what I say haha"
🥞"Right I'll see you later"
⭐"Yeah see ya"
I watched as akito left leaving me alone.
..
.
.
Akito would be into you? Hahaha oh c'mon why would anyone like someone like you.. beside I bet he's only your friend out of pity.. your so stupid

.. shut up.
I know my rights. I know my boundaries and I don't need you to remind me of it.
⭐"SO JUST BE QUIET!"
this is stupid.. who am I even talking to.
🤖"Tsukasa? I thought I heard someone"
⭐".."

🤖"Hm? Are you alright

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🤖"Hm? Are you alright.."
Tears started to fall out of my eyes as Nene watched me cry
No I'm not fine I can't move on no matter what I do.

⭐"Yeah. I'm fine."

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