The reckless girl's love

Fast Transition And Revelation

Three words could explain my situation.

I was nervous.

I was constantly fidgeting in my seat while driving to school. It was Damien's first day of school being the 'New Damien' and I was scared, nervous like it was my first day.

He looked good. Actually he looked awesome. He had his contacts, he was dressed in a white shirt with light blue jeans. His hair was falling messily on his head making him hot.

We talked. But never brought up that kissing incident. As much as I wanted him to answer my questions, I still wanted to push that aside.

We reached the school. Damien looked at me. He smiled a little seeing my nervousness. Holding my hand he gave it a tight squeeze.

"I won't let anything happen to you. And trust me. I won't change. ".

I forced a smile. Maybe that's what I was afraid of the most. Maybe I was afraid of losing him to a bunch of 'barbies'. Maybe I was afraid of losing the Damien I met in a park.

We got out and started walking to school. Blake and Emily were waiting for us. I went with them and motioned Damien to go ahead.

As soon as we entered the school building, gasps were heard. Nearly the whole female population was staring at Damien.

"gosh.. Who's he..? " said a girl.

" I want him for me.. " said another.

" gosh he's so yummy.. " said the Queen bee named Jane.

I clenched my fists. I was getting angry each moment. The girls were giving him stares. It's not like I was jealous.

Or maybe I was...

On the other hand, Damien had started his new personality. He was walking with confidence with a dashing smirk plastered on his face.

I and Blake had a class so, I went to Damien to ask if he was okay. But then a girl came and started talking to him.

Still I went to him.
"hey Damien I'm going to my class. ". I said.

" Yeah whatever. ". He didn't even glance at me while saying that. He was busy talking to the girl.

I quietly went to Blake and we went together to our class while Em went in hers.

Somewhere or the other, maybe a little part of me got hurt.

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It was lunch break. I hoped to see Damien soon. So I packed my bag and went outside the class. I saw Emily and Blake waiting for me. I went with them to the cafeteria.

What I saw, I couldn't decipher that it was anger, happiness or jealousy.

I saw Damien sitting with the 'it' group. A girl was literally sitting on his lap and he didn't have a care in this world.

"Wow... That was fast.. " Emily commented.

" He doesn't even have the appearance of a shy gentle boy anymore. He's definitely a good actor.. " Blake said.

" Yeah. Maybe. " I just nodded.

Was it really acting? Or was Damien on the verge of changing in a single day... I mean it was his first day like this and already he was so popular that everyone was talking about him.

I looked at him. I just wanted him to look at me once. Just a glance. But he didn't even peek at me.

Anger got the best of me and I stormed out of the cafeteria kicking the doors in the process.