The reckless girl's love

Confessions, Tears And Distance

"Amanda.. What is wrong??!" asked miss Flynn. "You're seeming distracted by something. ".

I snapped out of my trance.

"Uh. It's nothing really. I just.. Umm.. I think I'm a little tired. " I said.

" I think you should go home. " she said putting a hand on my shoulder.

" But Mr folks? " I asked.

" Don't worry. I'll manage. You go and rest and tomorrow we'll have a full blown rehearsal.. ". She said kindly.

I smiled a little and went out of the class.

I had been in the drama class for the rehearsal. I didn't want to come but had to.

Yesterday was a complete hell. Blake didn't talk to me. And Emily's phone was switched off. Damien left me saying it'll be okay. But the whole evening and night.. I was worried sick for the two of them. Andy didn't return while I was awake. But in the morning when I woke up today I found him on my bed sleeping.

"Let me try once more. " I muttered.

I pulled out my phone from my jeans, went to contacts and hit call on Emily's number.

" Ugh!!! " I shouted irritated.

It was still switched off..

I couldn't bear anymore. I hurried to the parking lot, went inside my car and started heading towards Emily's house.

I reached there in exactly 10 mins. I hurried to the door and knocked or rather kicked on her door.

"Coming coming!! " I heard her shout.

I kicked again.

" If you kick the door once more.. I'll kick your as.... " she opened the door and saw me wide eyed.

" Ass? "I completed the sentence for her. " Why the hell is your mobile switched off! " I shouted.

She looked at the ground.
" Come in. ".

I went inside and she came right after me. Seeing her closely, I saw there were bags under her eyes. She looked paler than usual and there were tear stains on her cheeks.

She came and sat beside me on the couch, her head in her hands.
" I'm sorry to make you worried Am.. " she sighed.

" What's the matter.? You've been acting strange since yesterday after Blake told me... Umm.. " I trailed off.

" He loves you?? " she said. " well yeah.. Anybody would act weird if their heart got broken.. " she sighed.

What?

Heart broken??

" What are you saying? " I asked shocked.

" I was in love with Blake Am.. " she said smiling sadly. " I loved him. First it was only friendship but suddenly it turned into something more.. ".

" Why the fuck didn't you tell me??! " I asked angry.

" I didn't know what to say.. I thought you liked him too, so I didn't want to tell you and hurt you but then after Damien came, I realised you never liked Blake in that way. So i was going to tell you but then..... This happened.. " she said breaking down.

" Hey don't cry.. " I said pulling her into a hug.

" I'm so broken Am.. I loved him so much... Heck he was my first love.. " she sobbed. " I didn't know it was going to end like this.. ".