House of Memories (Danganronpa X Male Reader)

1.17 - Class Representative

Y/N POV

October 30th 2012

I was sitting on the edge of the roof of the Hope's Peak Boy's dorm. I came up here after eating breakfast. This is also the first time I've been up here, and I gotta admit, it's a nice view. I could see the skyscraper of the school even from a 10-minute drive away.

I brought my pack of Newports with me. I'm going through this pack slowly. This is only my third cigarette since I started back on the 15th. I suppose if I'm going to smoke, I'll have to take it slowly anyway.

I took out my lighter and lit up the cigarette. I put it away and took a drag from the cigarette and ashed it off of the side of the roof.

It's been normal, for the most part, at Hope's Peak ever since the Aphrodisiacs incident. But at the Academy, to be "Normal" is still being totally off the wall.

I've been thinking if I should just tell everyone about the cancer and the smoking. It'll suck trying to explain to Chisa why I would hide that from her. Or maybe she'll kill me before the tumors do. But I would die happy knowing Hiyoko wouldn't have the satisfaction of being the one to tell everyone.

I'm just thinking about how I would say it. Every scenario I run in my head always ends badly for me if I'm trying to be realistic. For example:

Y/N: 'Hey, sis, you've always been by my side since your family adopted me, and I only know how to be straightforward, so that's what I'll be; I've been hiding the fact that I have lung cancer from you.'

Chisa: 'Oh BB, why would you hide that from me? I'll always be there to support you.'

Y/N: 'Oh; I've also started smoking behind your back.'

Chisa: 'Well BB, I've always loved you.'

And then she kills me with a kitchen knife. It may be dramatic; but with how she's acting, that's not too far out of the realm of possibility.

In the meantime, I've just been thinking about all of the possible receipts I can cash in Hiyoko for doing this. Use her as a footstool, make her clean my dorm with her tongue, maybe even go the extra mile and force her to be in a room with Teruteru with nothing to do but look at Junko Enoshima magazines for 8 hours? I'll be there to make sure he doesn't try anything with her, but the possibilities are endless.

Another person I should keep an eye on is Mahiru. If what Hiyoko is saying is true, that she is helping her with what she's doing, then she should know my secrets as well. I'll have to deal with her at some point too. Damn, right when I actually thought we made up and were starting to get along.

She never really struck me as that kind of person to be that petty to lie to me and still help blackmail. I guess I never knew the real Mahiru in the first place though.

While I pondered that, I was looking at a notebook I'd been drawing in. I'm a pretty lousy artist, and all I can really draw is stick figures. But I'm coming up with ideas to edit that teddy bear Chisa won at the fair two years ago.

I looked at the massive building that was the Hope's Peak Academy main course for any ideas. The best part of making your own thing is that you get full creative freedom.

Maybe I can use that lightning bolt-looking thing on the school emblem. The thing in front of the fountain pen on the logo.

I traded my pencil across the lined paper. I drew what I saw on the bear's left eye -