UNWRITTEN LESSONS | JINKOOK

CH8

Jin lay on his bed, staring at the ceiling of his room as thoughts came and went incessantly. It had been an hour since he had returned from the job San had assigned him, and everything had gone according to plan. Only a couple of people had lost their lives; nothing out of the ordinary in his world. He sighed deeply, trying to sort out the ideas that whirled restlessly in his mind. It was hard to believe that he had asked JungKook out on a date, something he wouldn't have thought of even in his wildest dreams.

'Maybe this weekend I'll stop being a virgin,' he thought quietly, feeling his cheeks heat up at the very idea. Of course, he knew he had to be very careful. He couldn't afford to get pregnant, it would be a serious problem if something like that happened. His Appa wouldn't hesitate to kill him if he found out.

However, even though he knew it was an impossible dream, he couldn't help but fantasize. Just imagining having JungKook's child made him feel those butterflies fluttering in his stomach, though at the same time it reminded him how unrealistic that fantasy was. He was already engaged, and very soon he would have to move out of the country with his future husband, one of the sons of an important associate of his parents. It wouldn't be long before the year would be over, and then everything would be sealed and out of his control.

As he thought about this, his chest began to tighten, leaving him almost breathless. An intense urge to cry arose, though he was quick to suppress it.

"I can't even think about falling in love," he muttered to himself, trying to convince himself. But, deep down, he knew that battle was already lost. The last thing he wanted was to fall in love with someone impossible, but he couldn't help it either.

The next few days passed quickly, filled with casual encounters with JungKook and small conversations that made his heart beat faster. Neither of them dared to take it a step further, though the looks and brushes they shared said more than their words would allow. Jin enjoyed those moments together immensely, and though he tried to hide it, he couldn't help but smile every time he remembered JungKook's gestures and words.

"Then the teacher took points off my final grade for being late," Jin commented with an amused smile during one of their talks, recalling the incident with amusement.

"That's unfair. I would have failed you," JungKook replied with a serious tone and folded arms.

"Hey, I was only a few minutes late. It's no big deal," Jin excused himself, still laughing at the absurdity of the situation.

"I know you little, but I know how unpunctual you are," JungKook replied with a slight smile, though his intense gaze never left Jin.

"Is that a compliment," Jin asked, amused, as a mischievous grin peeked on his face.

JungKook shrugged and took a step towards him, closing the distance between them. The sudden closeness made Jin feel a mixture of nervousness and excitement, though he didn't pull away. On the contrary, he decided to lean a little towards him. Their lips met in a soft kiss, but full of intensity and desire. From that moment on, they hadn't been able to stop. Every time they were alone, they felt an almost inevitable attraction, as if their bodies had a connection impossible to ignore. Despite trying to control themselves, they always ended up coming back to seek the warmth of each other's lips.

"Ready for tomorrow," Jin murmured in between kisses, his lips barely parted from JungKook's.

"You have no idea," JungKook replied, with a smile before kissing him again.

They kissed until it was necessary to say goodbye. JungKook had to return to his work, and Jin had to continue with his studies. However, that kiss was enough to keep Jin excited and anxious for the weekend, when they would finally have their date.