KURBAAN HUA💔

CHAPTER - 16( clouds )

"Sometime it's not about return
it just you in love "

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SHUBMAN: ISHAN!!?

never ever in a million of years shubman thought to see ishan like this... It's true he wants to take his revenge but it's just him who got all the rights to hurt him.. no one else... but how can someone be here. Nobody other than his parents and friends knows about the proper location of his villa. Moreover nobody is here... Everything was all fine just sometimes before than how....

There in the dark corner of the room beside the broken table was laying a soul looking awfully exhausted and tired.... blood was coming out from his nose and mouth.... there was clearly some loud marks of something heavily samsed upon his face....The fresh scent of blood is still present in the room .... With each sound of thunder and cracking of lights the breathing of the said person was getting slow and rough... He was mumring something like mantra... One can't understand the words properly as is was merely like a small whisper...

The person is non other than ishan.... The small frame of his was looking utterly restless... His eyes were half closed. ..... Lips looks soo dry but at the same time heavy with the dark thick blood... With each second he is loosing his cool and breathing.... Things happened few times before kept reapting in his mind like a horror movie.... The darkness in his life is slowly englufing him into it.... Those torcher , bitterness and insultes from his own parents has already made his life a living hell.... The innocent child inside him died that day when his parents accused him for murder.... Imagine accusing a five year old child for something he never did and still hate him.... What he wants from life just some love and happiness.... Is he that much unwanted for love , care... First his parents and now his own love his husband.....

Everybody might get him wrong that when he knows that shubman goona did something miserable with him then why he is still with him.... He should leave him.... He deserves someone better. Someone who could love him , cherished him.
But honestly growing up with the concept of hate pain became his lifetime soulmate.... In reality his mind makes him belived that it's just him who doesn't deserve anything better or good.... He is just unlucky...

He was right nobody wants him... Nobody cares about him... He should die and let his close ones live happily....

""BUT JUST FOR ONCE HE WANTS TO LIVE WITH THE FEELING OF BEING LOVED BEFORE DIE. HE NEVER KNEW THE FEELING OF LIFE. IT'S JUST PAIN AND SUFFERING. THE BEAUTIFUL FLOWER LOST IT'S GLORY BEFORE THE MORNING SUNSHINE. HE IS AFRAID OF DYING AS HE NEVER KNEW THE MEANING OF LIFE. FOR ONCE HE WANTS PEOPLE HE LOVED TO ACKNOWLEDGE HIS PRESENT , HIS EFFORTS , HIS SACRIFICE AND LASTLY THE LOVE AND CARE. HE WANTS THEN TO GAVE HIM THE FELLING ONE SHOULD FELT FROM HIS LOVE... BUT IS IT THE END. NO IT'S TOO EARLY TO CLOSE UP FROM HIS SUFFRINGS. HIS SHUBMAN IS STILL IN THE FOLK OF PEOPLE WHO IS THE REASON BEHIND HIS MISERY. HE ALSO DESERVES A PROPER CHANCE BEFORE HE LOST HIS WILL. OTHERS MIGHT THINK HE IS BLIND
AND WHAT NOT BUT HE JUST WANTS TO DESTROY HIMSELF IN LOVE. SO IN HEVEN WHEN THE ALMIGHTY ASKED HIM ABOUT ANY GUILTY AND HAPPINESS ABOUT LIFE , HE MUST GAVE HIM A PROPER ANSWER THAT BEING A INNOCENT HUMAN IS A CRIME IN TODAYS WORLD. ONE SHOULD GET THE FEELING BEING HUMAN SO THEY COULD NEVER ASKED FOR THE SECOND TIME. HIS LORD NEVER GAVE HIM ENOUGH REASON TO BE HAPPY. SO WHY ASKING HIM ABOUT BEING HAPPY AND GUILTY WHEN THE GOD ITSELF WROTE HIS DESTINY. FATE AND DESTINY PLAYED DIRTY. DEATH PERSON GET MORE SIMPATHY AND FLOWERS THEN THOSE ONES WHO BEGGED FOR THAT. PEOPLE USUALLY HATE DEATH CAUSE IT GAVE THEM A REALITY CHECK BUT FOR HIM IT'S HIS LIFE. HE SHOULD LIVE BEFORE DIE EVEN IF THAT MEAN SACRIFICING HIS LIFE FOR LOVE..... KURBAN HUA JO TERE ISH TOSHNAGI MEIN YUN.....""