CHAPTER - 4 ( why me )

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                "'mirror and heart
              Had a great relation
        Once broken never repaired"

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CONTINUE;

There is a storm outside and it's raining like cats and dogs looks like the mother nature is upsate about something and something big is going to happen in someone's life. Don't know if it will changed someone's life in a good way or in a bad way. Like the outside storm those two persons present in the room is also going through it. Both of them had different emotions, one is happy but the another one don't know what is happening . It's like the nature is playing it's own card in a mocking way. But the thing is both of them are unknown about their near future.......


ISHAN: Shubi I love you. Will you marry me (said ishan very happily as final he got the courage to propose his long time crush and it's a very special moment for him)


SHUBMAN was numb , too startled to speak anything. He don't know if this is really happening or it's just a nightmare for his. And if it's real than why his bestfriend ishan was kneely infront of him and proposing him. Everyone knows that he is straight and going to get married in next month with the love of his life SARA. was sara right about her observation on ishan, about ishan's feelings for his bestfriend. She always questions about their friendship. Don't know why shubman felt immense hate for ishan....
Suddenly he felt someone's little hand on his chest but when he saw the person he felt nothing but disguised

ISHAN: Shubi why are you silent ,now you are making me afraid, you are okk na , please tell me na you also loves me and will marry me

When ishan saw shubman was frozen in his place and lost somewhere, he came towards him and placed his little hind over his chest to bring him out of his imagination world.......

Shubman just jarked away ishan's hand from his chest and gave a tight slap to him, while breathing heavily as he was in so much of anger about all this things, his mind can't prossed what's wrong or what's right....

SHUBMAN: (angrily) don't, don't touch me with your this disgusting hand you slut, bitch what did you think about yourself. Huu you faggot, don't cross you limits . Just because I talk nicely to you that don't mean I love you. Stay away from me with your desies . Such a whore always ready to spread his legs.

Ishan don't know why shub is getting angry. Again he felt someone's present in his mind.....

ISHAN: (politely) shubi I can't understand what are you talking believe me shubi . Shubi......

SHUBMAN: (angrily) what shubi haa ?? What shubi??? Whose shubi. You bitch dare to called me with the name again, I'm goona kill you for sure. I'm not shubi, I'm shubman Gill the future of India cricket, the price of ICT. You know what it's my fault that I showed to much of my trust in you. Sara was right you middle class people always tried to get in relation with rich people, you guys want nothing but a luxurious life. You don't deserve to play for india, don't know what you did to be here (with a very nasty smile) . Don't know with how many people you slept with, you characterless bitch just stay away from me and my team.

Now ishan started panicking when he saw the person infront of him it's non other than his own imaginary self, with a mocking smile .....

YOU ARE GOOD FOR NOTHING

WHY ARE YOU EVEN BORN

YOU DON'T DESERVES TO BE LOVED

SUCH A SHAME ON OUR FAMILY

WHY DON'T YOU DIE

It's cold please opened the door, I'm hungry please gave me some food, l will be a good boy don't hate ishu. Please don't beat me. A little child was pleading to someone for some mercy as his little body was filled with wounds.....

For a moment everything felt so real that it took sometime for ishan to understand that it was his own past. A past which he wants to forget, a past where he lost his everything, his parents, his friends, his inner child, his innocence, his smile everything . A past where he created a very dark self of his. A past where he thought he is unworthy for love. Where he closed his heart forever but after meeting with shubman his heart started beating once again and he can't lost the reason of it...

ISHAN: (panicking) no shubman believed me I tried to control my feelings for you but my heart was against my mind. My love for you is real. About getting a place in team than believe me I'm here for my hardwork, for my passion about cricket, I never did anything wrong to get a place in this team . Sara is with you for your popularity. She doesn't love you, she is just using you to gain attention. She is in a relation with jugnu, I saw them in a cafe few days ago..........

Final the last straw of shubman's patience break down when he heard the news of sara using him for his popularity and her fake love for him. How can ishan put such elegation about sara. Maybe he is just jealous of her. But at this point his blood started boiling and his eyes became dark. In angry he don't know what he did will hunt him for a long time. At this moment he did what he felt right. He started draging ishan outside of the room and left him in the hotel's garden in that heavy rain .....

In present time;

Now it's been more than 5 hours ishan went missing and nobody's know where he is. The nature is still gloomy, as if it is still angry

VITAT: I know what ishan did is wrong but don't you think you become to much rude you even slapped him and slut shame him...

ROHIT: yes Gill I look we don't know where he is..

HARDIK: sometimes we speak a lot of nonsense things we never ment for but after realising that thing we become to late to feel sorry about it

SHUBMAN: harry bhiya I know what I did is very wrong and I regret my choice of words and actions but please tell me na ishu will be okk......

 




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That's it for today. Hope you like this chapter and if did then please comment down something. English is not my first language so kindly ignore those mistakes. See you in the next chapter. Have a great day 🌼🌼

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