Longing Love || Taehyung || (English)

Chapter 18

y/n pov:

We've all been looking for Jason for hours and just can't find him. He said he went to the bathroom and then didn't come back. Our teacher is extremely worried and has just called the police. "I have a really bad feeling, Amina." Amina looks at me and is very upset about the whole situation. "What do you mean? Do you think we won't find Jason?" I don't think Jason just ran away, that's not how he is. I think something happened to him, I don't know what, but I just have a bad feeling that we won't find him again. "Jason wouldn't just run away, I think something happened to him." She looks even more worried now than before. "Shit, what do we do now? What if he was kidnapped or something?" He could really have been kidnapped, it wouldn't be unlikely with so many people living here. "I don't know, there's not much we can do. The only thing I know is that if we don't find him, Mr. Smith will 100% cancel the class trip." Amina sighs and runs her hand through her hair. "Yeah, sure. That's it for the Korea vacation, great." The teacher is walking back and forth, stressed, and making phone calls. He's probably already called Jason's parents. I never really liked Jason, but I'm still pretty worried about him. Who knows what happened to him, he could even be dead. I can't imagine how his parents are feeling right now, they'll probably blame everything on Mr. Smith, which I understand. "Okay, class, the police are looking for Jason and we're going back to the hotel now. I'm sorry to have to tell you this, but we're flying back to Seattle tomorrow morning. I hope you understand." The whole class looks shocked and the mood is completely ruined. I knew we were going to fly back. I think it's a real shame, but I understand.

Time skip..

Back at the hotel, we are all standing in the entrance area of ​​the hotel.
"I ask you to pack your things, because our flight back leaves tomorrow at 10 a.m. We will not leave the hotel today, we don't want to lose anyone else, got it? I hope I don't notice one of you leaving the hotel! I hope I made myself clear and precise." We all nod and everyone goes to their hotel room.
Amina and I enter our room and Amina looks extremely sad. I can also imagine exactly why.
"Jungkook?" She looks at me sadly and sighs.
"Yes..., I wanted to do so much with him while we're still here, now I can't even say goodbye to him."
I feel so sorry for her that she can't see him anymore.
She sits down on the bed and takes out her cell phone. "Are you writing to him now?" She nods. "Yes, I have to tell him"
I sit down next to her on the bed and Taehyung comes back into my head. I wish I could see him one more time before we leave tomorrow, I know I shouldn't want that but I can't help my feelings. I miss him to be honest, but I have to forget him. It's good that I won't see him again, even if it hurts.
"Jungkook really wants to meet up one more time before I leave" I sighed. It's going to be difficult if we're not allowed to leave the hotel. "And now?" She thinks for a few seconds and then she looks at me and smiles slightly. "What if I just go in secret?" She wants to go in secret? Well, I should have guessed that. "Are you sure? Do you really want to risk that?" She looks at me with a pout. "You have to cover for me, if Mr. Smith checks to see if everyone is still there, then say I'm in the shower or something." Oh dear, I hope this doesn't go wrong. I can't say no, I know how important it is for her to see him again. "Okay, but he should pick you up in front of the hotel, I don't want anything to happen to you too." She grins and jumps up from the bed. "Yes, he already said he would pick me up." I nod and give her a gentle smile. "Good, please take care of yourself, okay? And write to me before you come back." "I will, don't worry. He said he would pick me up in 30 minutes." "Good." 25 minutes later, Amina has changed and put on some make-up. "Good, I'll go now, okay?" I nod. "Okay, make sure no one sees you leave the hotel." "Yes, no one will see me. See you later then." "See you later, have fun." She leaves the hotel room and I lie in bed, take out my cell phone and see that someone has written to me.

Taehyung: Well, princess, what are you doing right now?

My heart immediately starts beating faster when I read his message. I really shouldn't answer him but I just can't help it, I have to answer him.

y/n: I'm in the hotel room right now, it's been a pretty stressful day.

Taehyung: Stressful day? Why?

Should I tell him what happened? Why not? There's nothing wrong with telling him, is there?

y/n: A guy from our class has disappeared, we've looked for him everywhere but haven't found him.

Taehyung: Oh, that sucks, of course

y/n: Yes, we're flying back to Seattle tomorrow at 10am

Taehyung: You're flying back? And you wanted to fly back without saying goodbye to me, princess?

Yes, I did. What does he expect? I shouldn't even be writing to him right now! He's sick in the head and definitely not good for me!

y/n: Yes, I don't want anything to do with you.

Taehyung: Oh, princess, that hurts me now, even though we had so much fun together.

The thought of yesterday makes my center heat up. Shit, how I'd love to be with him now and repeat that. Fuck! What's wrong with me!!??

y/n: I didn't had fun.

That was the worst lie of my life. He knows exactly that I had fun, but I just can't give in, no matter how hard it is.

Taehyung: Oh, no? It looked completely different yesterday, princess.

I don't even know what to answer anymore, it's best if I just ignore him now. Yes, I'm just not going to answer him anymore.
I put my phone aside and turn on the TV.
One channel seems to be playing Spongebob all the time and that's the best thing I think. I've been watching Spongebob every day for days, but hey, Spongebob never gets boring.

30 minutes later my phone vibrates again and it's another message from Taehyung.

Taehyung: Come out, Princess.

I'm supposed to come out? Why is that? He's not really in front of the hotel now, is he? Is he completely out of his mind now?!

y/n: You're not really in front of the hotel now, are you?

Taehyung: Yes, come out, i'm waiting for you here.

He doesn't really think I'm going to come out now, does he?

y/n: I'm not allowed to leave the hotel.

Taehyung: Amina just left too, so you can too.

Jungkook probably told him, great. I can't go out to him, if I do that then I can't resist him, I can't get involved with him again, I just can't.

y/n: I'm still not coming.

Taehyung: Either you come out or i come in to you, you choose, princess.

Are you serious?! He wants to come to my room if I don't come out?! Why does he have to be like that?! What do I do now? I don't want him to come in here, so I guess I have no other option than to go out to him.

y/n: I'm coming.

Taehyung: Good, see you soon.

I take a deep breath. I'm about to see Taehyung again. I actually swore I'd never see him again and I promised Amina, but I don't have any other choice, he's more or less forcing me to!
I'm getting extremely nervous. I don't want to see him again and at the same time I really want to. Thousands of thoughts are going through my head. What if he tries to kiss me? Then I can't help but kiss him too. God, this is going to go completely wrong, I know it already.

I leave the hotel room after 5 minutes and discreetly leave the hotel. When I've managed it, I look around and look for Taehyung. Suddenly I feel a hand from behind and someone holds a cloth to my nose and after a few seconds everything goes black.