Longing Love || Taehyung || (English)

Chapter 19

                                            y/n pov:

I wake up in a room that looks familiar. Shit, what happened?! Why does the room look familiar?! I look around to find out where I am and then I know. I'm with Taehyung! Fuck, did he kidnap me?! I quickly get up from the bed and run to the door to open it, but it's locked. That deranged bastard!! I bang on the door. "TAEHYUNG!!!"
After a few seconds I hear someone unlock the door and take a step back. He opens the door and then he's standing in front of me. Taehyung. He smiles at me devilishly. "You kidnapped me, you bastard! What's that?! What do you want from me?!" I probably shouldn't talk to him like that, but I can't help it. He deserves it! Then I'm just tired of living.
He slowly walks towards me and looks deep into my eyes.
Fear rises in me and I take a step back. "Are you hungry, princess?"
Is he trying to fool me?! How can he ask something like that?! He fucking kidnapped me! "HUNGRY?! That's the first thing you've asked me?! You'd better answer my question!" His smile slowly disappears and now he looks at me extremely seriously.
I have to get out of here somehow, but how??
"Is that how you talk to your boyfriend?"
Friend?! What kind of boyfriend?! Has he completely lost his mind now?! "Friend? You're definitely not my boyfriend!" He laughs and takes another step towards me. "Hm, yes I am. You belong to me now, princess."
What is he saying?! I don't belong to anyone!! God, how I'd like to punch him in the face right now! "I don't belong to you! Let me go right now!! I have to fly back to Seattle tomorrow at 10am!!!" He laughs again. Shit, what's wrong with him?! I should never have come out to him! Why am I so stupid?!
He moves closer to me and puts his hands on my waist and pulls me close.
"You're not going back to Seattle. You're living with me now, princess"
What?! He can't do that!! He can't keep me here!!
"What?! NO!! I have to go back to Seattle!"
He leans closer so his face is inches from mine.
"Do you think you have a choice? That wasn't a question, princess"
I push him away from me and slap him in the face.
"Let me go right now, you psycho!"
He laughs. Why is he laughing?!
"That was a mistake, princess"
Shit, I really shouldn't have done that, I'm really tired of living, God!
"I'm going to punish you for that"
Punish? How? With his whips again?
The thought of him whipping me again makes my middle hot. Fuck! Why does that turn me on?! I'm really lost!
"You're just completely crazy!"
He comes closer to me again and grabs my hand. I try to shake him off but I have no chance.
"Let me go!!"
He doesn't answer me, he just pulls me with him into the kitchen. "Sit down"
He pulls a chair back at the kitchen table and points at it. I shake my head.
"I won't repeat myself"
I sigh and sit down on the chair.
"I'll make us something to eat"
What is this all about?! He kidnaps me and then he makes us something to eat like we're on a date or something? I don't understand anything!
"Why are you cooking for me now? Do I have to understand that? Is that what kidnappers do?"
He laughs lightly.
"I didn't kidnap you to make you lose weight or to make you suffer, princess. I did it because I couldn't let you go back to Seattle." I'm still confused, why doesn't he want that?! Am I that important to him or what?!
"But why?"
He frowns.
"Isn't it obvious? I want you, I want you for myself alone"
And this is how he shows it to me? By kidnapping me? How romantic.
"Do you think that by kidnapping me I want you too?!"
He runs to a cupboard and takes a pot out of it.
"Maybe you don't want me now, but you will soon"
The worst thing is that I can't even deny it! I've never felt so attracted to a man, but I won't give him that satisfaction.
"I will never want you"
He laughs and starts chopping onions.
"Unfortunately, I can't cook well, so I'll make us a tomato sauce again, I hope that's okay with you"
I sighed and wanted to start crying. What do I do now? What about Amina? Where is my cell phone anyway?
"Where is my phone?"
"I threw it away"
What?! He threw it away?! He's serious?!!
"You threw it away?! I have to write to Amina! She'll be worried!"
He shrugs.
"Do you think I care?"
Of course he doesn't. I should have guessed that. She'll be worried sick! What if Jungkook kidnaps her too?! Fuck!
"Jungkook won't kidnap her, will he?"
He laughs out loud.
"Jungkook? He wouldn't even hurt a fly, you really don't have to worry about that."
I hope he's telling the truth...
"Does he know you kidnapped me?"
"Jungkook always knows what I'm doing."
Maybe then he'll tell Amina, I hope so. "How do you know he won't tell Amina?"
He laughs again and is busy cooking.
"Oh, Princess, believe me, he would never betray me."
He really seems to trust him blindly. I still hope he tells her.
"If you say so."
I don't know why, but it doesn't feel like I've been kidnapped. I actually feel kind of comfortable. That probably sounds completely crazy, but if someone else had kidnapped me, I'd be much more scared.
"The food is almost ready."
I don't answer him, just stare down at the table.
How could I have gotten into such a situation? I wish I hadn't flown to Korea. First the class lost Jason and now they've lost me too. Mr. Smith will 100% be fired. He'll be in a lot of trouble when they get back to Seattle. The only good thing about the whole thing is that I don't have to go to my adoptive parents anymore. Any normal person would probably be crying and afraid for their life. Why not me? Something has really gone completely wrong with me.
"The food is ready, princess"
He puts a full plate in front of me and one for himself opposite me. He takes 2 more glasses and water and fills the glasses with them. He sits down and pushes the glass towards me.
"Enjoy your meal"
I look at him and reach for the fork that he also put down for me.
"Do you think this is all normal?"
He looks at me and smiles.
"I wouldn't call it normal, no. I would call it obsession, princess"
Obsession? He's obsessed with me? Well, that makes sense.
"So you kidnapped me because you're obsessed with me?"
He nods calmly and starts eating.
"But there are rules"
Rules? What kind of rules does he mean?
"Rules?"
He nods.
"Rule number one, you do what I tell you"
Why did I know that was a rule?
"What if I don't do it?"
He stares at me.
"Then you will be punished"
And his punishment is to hurt me, as I noticed.
"Rule number two, you don't leave the house. You can't leave until I can trust you and then only with me. You will always be with me"
I'm never allowed to leave the house without him again?! Are you serious?!
"And if you have to work?"
"I don't have to work very often, I have a lot of people who work for me in the clubs, they do most of the work, my job is very relaxed. When I leave, you wait here for me"
I sighed. I'm so desperate. What should I do? One thing is certain, I can't fall in love with him, I just can't. "More rules or is that it?"
He grins.
"The only thing you need to know is that from now on you belong to me. Forever. We'll get married and start a family someday."
What?! Get married?! Start a family!? Never!
"Forget it! I'll never marry you or have children with you!"
He takes a sip of his water and grins.
"You'll want it too, I know that, princess."
Pff, he'll have to wait a long time for that!
"Oh and by the way, before I forget, I killed Jason."
My eyes widen. He did what?! No! Never!
"You did what?!"
He smiles at me playfully.
"When you were at the Han River, I was there too and watched you. Then I noticed this Jason looking at you and putting his arm around you"
I can't believe what I'm hearing. He was watching me?! He killed Jason?! Fuck, that can't be!
"When he went to the bathroom I kidnapped him and had fun with him in my basement"
He grins devilishly, as if his words had deeply satisfied him. He blushed someone?! He's a fucking murderer!
"What did you do to him?!"
"I did to him what I will do to anyone who dares to touch you. No one touches what belongs to me."
This changes everything! Now I definitely don't feel comfortable anymore!
"You didn't answer my question! What did you do to him?!"
"What do you think I did? I killed him. I don't think you want to know the details. I did you a favor, I could see that you didn't like him."
A favor?! Just because I didn't like him doesn't mean I want him to die!
"You're completely sick!"
He laughs and stands up. He walks towards me and grabs my chin. He forces me to look at him and brings his face very close to mine. My breath catches and fear hits me like a blow. I feel his breath on my lips and my whole body freezes.
"I'm sick, yes. Sick for you." Suddenly he presses his lips against mine and all my thoughts disappear in an instant.