Even after two years... | GYUBRIK SHIMKONGZ Au

7. none of your business (2)

The next day Ricky still thinks of what happened yesterday. How can someone talk like this about Gyuvin? He is the most precious person I have ever met in my life. He does not deserve this. Why does he even date that guy? I bet he's acting infront of Gyuvin.. So Gyuvin probably doesn't know...

„Fuck it."

Ricky gets his jacket and his umbrella since it's raining since morning already. He gets into the next bus and drives to Gyuvin's place. Once he arrives he starts to question what he's doing now. Should I really do this? What if I make it worse? I don't want him to get hurt by this weirdo.. What if he hates me even more after this? Ricky throws those thoughts out of his head and slowly walks towards Gyuvin's door. Last time he stood here was two years ago when he left. Memories of that day begin to fill Ricky's mind. Ricky keep it together. He takes a deep breath and rings the door. After a minute or two the door opens. Once Gyuvin sees that it's Ricky he wants to close it again but Ricky holds it open. „Gyuvin please I came all the way here to tell you something. Please listen to me. This is not easy for me either. Please." Gyuvin rolls his eyes secretly hoping to hear an apology from Ricky but that's not what Ricky was about to say. „You have one minute." Ricky smiles thankfully. „Thank you. Okay, so this probably sounds weird but I met your boyfriend yesterday." Thinking of Gyuvin having a partner and its not Ricky makes his heart ache again. „And I promise you I am not here to hurt you or anything. Maybe I don't have the right to tell you this now but I just care so much about you... I heard Sam talking shit about you.. He was spilling private stuff about you and him to his weird friends and-" „You're right Ricky. You have no right telling me this. This is none of your business. Please leave me and Sam alone. Did you tell me this now to make yourself look good? To show me that what you've done wasn't as bad as what Sam maybe or maybe not has said about me yesterday? No seriously Ricky. Just leave and don't come back. You should've stayed in the US." And with that said Gyuvin slams the door. Ricky stands infront of it, staring at the wooden door just like two years ago. What did I just do... fuck. He knocks a few times and tries to reach Gyuvin but noone opens the door.

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Gyuvin slams the door and turns away. He immediately falls down to the ground and stares at the floor. Tears are building up in his eyes and he starts to sob. He hears Ricky knocking on his door and calling his name a few times but he doesn't listen to him. Instead he stands up and goes to his bed. He just lays down and cries.

Later that day Gyuvin waited for Sam to come over since they planned to spend the night at his house again. But because of Ricky's sudden visit today he couldn't stop worrying if he said the truth. Why would he lie to me about this... I mean he did two years ago when he told me would stay together forever but this... out of the blue? Someone rings the door bell. So Gyuvin goes and opens it. „Hey, Babe." Sam gives Gyuvin a kiss on his lips and walks into the apartment. „Hey.." Gyuvin feels weird. He knows that Sam isn't the love of his life but he still hoped it to work out somehow. „I was wondering if you'd like to go clubbing today? I know we wanted to spend some time at your place today but that's literally what we always do... Let's have some fun today!" Sam dances through the room trying to convince Gyuvin but he doesn't want to go clubbing. He wanted to spend some time with his boyfriend. alone. even after what happened today. Maybe just to make himself feel better and gaslight himself that everything is alright. Gyuvin hated living in the reality ever since Ricky left so the small little world he built around himself where everything was okay and perfect was all he had now. „Ricky was here today.. He told me you talk about me behind my back.." Gyuvun had a blank face looking down on the floor. „What? That weird waitress guy from that Café? What's wrong with him seriously. I was being nice to him and this is what I get? Babe. He's just jealous. Don't overthink that. Let's go dancing and drinking. You need to go outside too again. You always hide yourself in here." I like it in here... noone can hurt me here.. „I think you have to go alone. It's not because of Ricky or what he said! Really! I just don't feel like clubbing today. Sorry" Gyuvin hugs Sam and gives him a peck on his cheek. „Alright... whatever you say. I will leave now. If you change your mind, you know where to find me!" And five seconds later Sam was gone and Gyuvin alone in his apartment again. He sighs and sits down on a chair. Suddenly a phone rings. But it's not Gyuvin's. Sam forgot his phone. Gyuvin didn't mean to read the message but ends up doing it anyway.

from Zihoon ma boyyy 😎
„What did Gubin say? Does he stay at home as always? 🤣"

Gyuvin's heart aches reading this. He knew Sam's friends were assholes but it still hurts him reading this. Without hesitation he opened the chat of Sam and Zihoon. Finding out his passwort was way too easy. It was the name of his beloved workplace.

Tears start building up in his eyes again while reading the chat between Sam and his best friend.

Zihoon ma boyyy 😎
„Did you at least have fun with him in bed after watching that lame ass movie?"

Sam
„Sure thing! Noone can say no to me yk. 🤪"
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„It's so easy to convince him it's like telling a puppy to sit. I love when it's that easy."
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„his friends are so weird. they call him gyub or gyubin. are they 12??" LMAOOOO"
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„I swear if he wouldn't taste so good I would've send him off already. „
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„yk my parents want me to have a relationship and be a responsible guy and I think they like him so why not just keeping it like this even tho i only like him without clothes and his yapping"

Gyuvin throws Sam's phone across the room. And suddenly his world is breaking together. again. He feels dizzy and doesn't know what to do except for crying. He knew Sam had a special personality which he didn't always get along with well but he still had hopes that they could work on it and have a good relationship.

Gyuvin is filled with anger and frustration he gets up and walks outside to get some fresh air. Without thinking it through he calls himself a taxi and drives to the club. He wants to confront Sam.