"I thought I was going to die [but] I've gone from where I can't function, where 'I just can't live like this' to 'I've got a bad headache.'"
— George Clooney
Present time...
after Lyka's Wedding.. 2 years had passed after that night in Baguio.
Felip POV'S
"Felip!" Namie hug me as I pick her up in school. Agad siyang sumakay sa kotse ko and foot her seat belt on. "Where's your phone! I need your phone!" Masayang sabi nito while getting it on me.
"Can't you wait." I smiled halfly. Then give it to her.
She excitedly open it then look at my gallery.
"Told yah! She's very pretty! I wonder why do you even let her marry someone else!" She said habang tumataas ang isang sulok ng labi.
I sighed..
Yeah. Why did I even let her do that?
Nasakin na siya sa loob ng halos one and a half year. So why?
Being with her change everthing.
Sumandal ako sa rest ng upuan ko. Staring at her photos that is Namie looking. My mga ilang photos of her with her best friends. They're happy on it. Then some is her solo. Some where stolen by me.
But the most favorite part is the two uf us. She and me hugging. Yes! She's really pretty.
When I saw her wearing that white gown. I was really blown away. I stop and can't breathe.
That moment...I realized one thing.
I do really love her...but she's inlove with someone else.
Being with her change while of me.
Natuto akong mag adjust sa lahat ng bagay. Natuto akong mag tiis at higit sa lahat ... Mag paraya para sa ika sasaya niya.
I thought pag naka sama ko siya hindi na ko maguguluhan. Maybe some emotions will build on me.
Pero hindi lang pala Yun...
Sobrang dami pang iba na sa una ay naguguluhan ako.
Unti unting nakukulayan ang mga walang kulay at itim na emosyong meron ako.
It was hard for me to learn and differentiate those things. But being with her .. it's just the best days of my life.
I learn new things...
She didn't judge me for what I do. Sa halip she even help me na matutunan ang mga emosyong na Yun..
Agad akong umakyat sa kwarto ko. I said I'm tired and just finish my review for this coming board exam.
But when I step inside my room.
Nanghina ako.
Para akong mauubusan ng hininga. Nanginginig ang mga kamay ko at nanlambot ang mga tuhod ko.
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