"I'm telling you, monsters aren't born, they're made.”
— C.J. Roberts
"Acceptance doesn’t mean resignation; it means understanding that something is what it is and that there's got to be a way through it."
— Michael J. Fox
**Narrator POV's**
"She's dead, Son...your Tía Rab is gone forever...we can't see her again.." those words that's coming from Rafael's mouth keep lingering in Aiden's head.
Animo'y isang tunog na nag e-echo sa kanyang pandinig.
He slowly entered that cold room to see his Tía. All he could hear is his heavy footsteps and the echo in his ears...
She's dead... Gone forever...
Death occurs when the heart stops beating.
A person stops breathing and their brain shuts down, causing all life processes to cease.
Felip was confused by the emotions running through his muscles... they were crawling through every part of his body and he couldn't explain them all.
"Tía..." He can't even explain how his voice change as he calls for her.
He knew that his throat was tight, making it difficult for him to speak. Not even any study or book he read sink into his brain. They were like torns...that stabbing her throat that cost his voice to crack.
Anger, Denial,Sadnes,Guilt,Shock, Depression,Acceptance
Fatigue,Bargaining,Numbness
Physical effects of grief, Anxiety
Bitterness about loss
Common misconceptions about grieving, Confusion, Pain
Pain and guilt, Panic
Physical feelings, Relief
Shock and Numbness, Loneliness
What is it?!! What kind of emotion is crawling deep inside me?!!
Ilan lamang ang mga katanungang iyon na paulit ulit niyang nasasabi sa kanyang sarili.
He look at his hands, wounds are still visible. Like the last time he saw the blood in it.
Dahan dahan siyang tumingin sa isang puting kumot. Alam niyang sa ilalim niyon it was his Tia Rab.
"Tía.. what's happening to me.. I'm feeling cold... I can taste bitterness but I haven't eating anything...m-my chest .. why is it pounding heavily??..." Felip's body started to feel numb then he was shaking... "Tía...what should I do? Who will explain this to me?..am I afraid? No... I'm not!" He murmured and keep massaging his hands, calming his self. He doesn't know what to do.
Litong lito ang buong pag katao ni Felip. Natutuliro ito.. naguguluhan..
"Is this pain? Tía...answer me..!" Unti unti tumataas ang boses nito.
He panicked because of emotions that he had never felt before. Now he wishes he never had to learn it. Maybe those are pain, or maybe guilt and sadness.
Whatever it was...he kept asking for it to stop.
"I can't do this without you... " He. Tightly hold the bed that made of steel. Trying to regain his composure.
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