The Guy Who Creates A Happy Endings (MRU#2)

CHAPTER 13 THE KISSED

"Healing severe or chronic pain, I believe, includes transforming our relationship to the pain and ultimately, it is about transforming our relationship to who we are and
to life."
— Sarah Anne Shockley, The Pain Companion: Practical Tools for Living With & Moving Beyond Chronic Pain

Felip POV's

I head out frustrated. And mad! I know. That's the kind of emotion feeling fire and heavy.

I let out a heavy sighed then simply kick the wheel of my car.

I put my hands on my pocket then walk in to the dark alley as a teen age guy selling some cigarettes.

I buy a stick then light. I was about to take that shit but Namie's smile linger in my head.

Hinayaan ko lang iyon sa kamay ko then sit on near the cemented wall.

I saw Hailey run outside looking for someone. Then a guy followed her. Put his hands on her shoulder.

I smiled. Such a bitch! I was happy that finally she won't bother me.

Happy? Yeah I am! I don't care who's the guy it was that take her.

But it's another to story for Maria. I feel there's something heat raging in my chest as a guy hold her waist! Dancing with her.

Damn it!

But, why are you stopping yourself Felip? Isn't it a good thing?

You already found someone na pwedeng mag upgrade ng sarili mo. Used her! It's a win win situation!

I shook my head then stand up. I was about to throw the cigarette when someone grab me!

Holy shit! It was her!

She hugged me. My heart suddenly beat so faster than usual.

"Ooh! Definitely.. your not him..him!"

"What the hell are you talking about-"

Tumingkayad ito while holding my shoulder to support her weight.

She stop me from talking as her lips sealed mine.

It wasn't maybe called a real kiss. It's just two different skin that land both. Nothing else.

I was thinking about the book I had read. Some butterflies on your stomach and tingling sensation like a thousand volts running through your veins.

Or so I thought.

Being kissed by her can't explain what I'm feeling right now.

Yes! She is my first kiss. I haven't done it yet cause I know this kind of feelings make someone a fool.

Fooled by those emotions. Our body producing endorphins, it just helps reduce the body's cortisol levels, thus indirectly reducing stress.

Oxytocin is a chemical linked to pair bonding. The rush of oxytocin released when you kiss causes feelings of affection and attachment.

As I study...

But right now... I don't what it is.

I feel like there's kind of emotion. Like connecting every cell and veins rushing down in my body.

The definition of it where like your a kind of fish in the ocean then suddenly bring in the land. That every seconds by staying where you can live is the hardest point of life.