“Basically, the idea is, you try to reset your pain threshold. Because a lot of times what happens with pain is you‘re constantly mourning for how it used to feel.”
—Gorge Clooney
Felip POV's
"Uhm..Aiden can I asked if you want to be my partner on -" my girl co student asked.
"No." I said coldly without looking at her as I passed through her.
My classed is finished at that time. I walked away trying to conceal this kind of feeling when Maria walked away.
Yes, that's Ms Tanga Girl named Maria. But her closed friends call her Lyka which doesn't suit her. That name means fierce like a wolf. Which she's not.
As I think before. She more like a dog na sunod ng sunod sa amo nito. That freaking guy.
So I think that Maria suits her. That means sea of bitterness or sorrow. She deserves it.
Damn! Why are you smiling thinking that she deserves that kind of name, Felip?!!
Slightly scratched tip of my nose for a moment and clear my throat hiding that I'm smiling in the idea of it
I noticed some group of med students elbowing each other. I passed through them then get my ear pads. Listening to some music.
I have this rock metallic music playlist.
"Did he smile?" Some student asked.
Put my ear pads on then walk. Listening to this kind of music kinda brights my day. Erasing some weird thoughts running in my head. I put some books at my locker then heading straight to the library but my feet sudden stop when a soft sound of guitar played.
Napayuko ako.. hiding what other people might see. I sighed.
Naikuyom ko ang kamao then walked away. Changed my direction at building five where the audition will be held.
I can't explain why pero mabilis ang mga hakbang ng paa ko.
Natigilan lang ako when I noticed her friends at the hall way talking that she's not there yet.
What are you doing here by the way? Wala ka naman planong pumunta di ba?
I walked away thinking of that thought.
Yeah?! Why did I waste my precious time studying in the library than here waiting?
And why?! Bakit I usually hang out at the library this past few days...?
You can study at your laptop and just one top all you want to know is already there!
Bakit ka nag aaksaya ng panahon na mag dala ng mabibigat na libro, flipping those old pages and read them one by one?!
Ah!! Cause you know she loves books than scrolling or typing the net!
Di ba? Seeing her one time flipping those pages under the sunlight kung saan ka usually naupo?
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The Guy Who Creates A Happy Endings (MRU#2)
FanficEmotional numbness is generally a survival mechanism or a protective response to trauma, stress, pain, or discomfort that we may experience emotionally or physically," explains Roest-Gyimah. "This can be a survival mechanism adopted at any point in...
