OTM
2023
California
Nicki's house
"Girl I've been listening to you fucking playing house for the past few weeks and now you're mad that she kissed you?" Amala said
I had starting venting to her about the whole trip and Beyoncé kissing me.
"I wasn't fucking playing house Amala!"
"Girl you were. 'Beyoncé and I are about to take Kacey to do this, Beyoncé and I just did this with Kacey'"
"Okay Amala I've been including her in his life. Not playing house."
"Girl she be eating dinner over there, taking naps and shit. Didn't you just bake her a fucking cake not too long ago? Oh okay."
"Amala none of that correlates to playing house. Literally everything we do has something to do with Kacey. Yes I made her a cake because I basically called her a babysitter and not Kacey's mom."
"Alright keep lying to yourself girl. All my friends are delusional I'm convinced."
"Girl you finna piss me off." I blew a breath through my nose.
"You pissing me off. So damn with yall playing house and shit. It was okay for her to pretend like yall were together in front of her ex but it wasn't okay for her to kiss you? Then you slapped her?! Now what if she had beat you black and blue??"
"Amala it was the principle of why she kissed me and tried to fuck me!! Not only was she trying that while Kacey was in the room, I'm in a relationship with Jesse-"
"Oh girl boo!"
"Mala shut up let me finish. I'm in a relationship with Jesse and she didn't kiss me because she wanted to kiss me she kissed me because she wanted to get her mind off her ex. That was so disrespectful on so many levels."
"I heard you Nicki." She sighed "have y'all spoken about it?"
"Her friend picked us up from the airport yesterday and she went back inside. I haven't heard from her since."
"Nobody asked where she was going?"
"Nope." I shrugged my shoulders
"I just feel-" Amala started talking but stopped because the door bell rang.
I took another deep breath. I knew that was nobody else other than Jesse.
"Are you about to tell him?" Alama looked at me.
"Mhm. I don't mean to put you out, but I'll call you in a few hours." Both of us stood up and she hugged me while wishing me good luck.
I walked her to the door where I opened it and greeted Jesse. Her and Jesse exchanged hello's before they swapped places and he was in the house.
"I can't stay long Onika, I'm on my lunch break." Jesse said causing me to turn around.
"Okay... well firstly let me say I'm sorry about our anniversary Jesse."
"It's alright you already apologized."
"There is also something else I need to tell you..." I looked up at him and he already didn't look happy I knew what I was about to tell him is probably going to make it worse.
I just decided to get it over with quickly.
"Beyoncé kissed me on the trip. I pushed her off me and slapped her for it... but it still happened and I wanted to tell you."
