Forgiven? Forgotten?

Chapter 16

Y/n entered Sehun's apartment ... only to find him sitting on the couch

"Oh finally! Thank god you're home"
Sehun came and hugged his bestfriend.
But earning a wince from her he looked at her and looked at her entire body
"Are you alright? Does it pain?"

And Y/n smiled masking her tired self
"I'm okay sehunaaah.. I'm just a bit tired. Can I please sleep?"
"Ofcourse! But what about dinner?...."
Y/n had already left for her room

Sehun just sat confused but didn't utter another word. His bestfriend seemed to tired to even answer.

...

Weighed with the comments and judgment of the society, today you felt the little kindness you hoped for fading away. The people whom you admired and laid your entire faith.. showed you how personalities and looks could be so deceptive.
You could feel the sense of calmness going away and anxiousness bubbling up, you weren't perfect.. no body is... but your idols were the closest to the word perfect in your world and today that world seems to have just disappeared. The man responsible for the long steps you took to overcome your fears and issues, is the same who is making them all resurface.

Life was such a joke

Tears in eyes, your entire body screaming in pain, yet you had nothing to say. This was your life now. And it wasn't worth living ..

You closed your eyes..
and waited for your nightmares to take over.

...

The next morning was awfully quiet, Y/n got a note from Sehun saying how he had to leave early since he's travelling to Busan for a dress trial and he would probably come tomorrow.

Y/n now walked through the gates of the company, containing her anxiousness and nervousness. Her body screaming for some rest and calm but her mind knew she could never use ...

Suddenly she was hit by some hard body
"Oops I'm sorry"
Came in a deep voice as she stopped preventing her fall

Her eyes were stuck the moment she looked at the face of the man. It was as if the moment stopped. Her heart beat rising to its highest..

Min yoongi

Her breath was stuck and it felt like she was dreaming. He was even prettier than she saw him on her phone and television.

"A..are you alright?" He asked now taking her entire frame as she was brought back to the real world

"Y...yes sir.. I.. I'm alright. I..I'm sorry.." she looked towards the ground getting shy
To which he let out a deep chuckle "cute"
And she swore she skipped another heartbeat.

"Goodbye, take care" he smiled and left her standing on that spot as she just processed the events that occurred.
The notification on her phone brought her to the real world as she hurriedly made her steps towards Jungkook's studio.

Upon arriving infront of the studio's door she held her breath. God knows what all bad it is for her today. She closed her eyes and knocked.

"Come in"

She clicked open the door.
"Oh it's you" Jungkook glared her way and she bowed down
"Good morning Mr. Jeon"

Taking out a few papers from her bag she kept it on the desk infront of him,
"Sir this is your upcoming schedule, there are some upcoming brand deals wanting you to go through their proposals, and also Miss. Song's assistant emailed me how she wanted to fix a dinner with you"
She said professionally and Jungkook nodded

"First I need to go with my rehearsal with the group, you're to accompany me. That's my bag, after rehearsals i need my drink. You better be ready with it"
He said and stood up ignoring her presence and simply leaving the room

Y/n followed carrying her bag

She followed his steps, only to enter a huge room with mirrors around.

This must be their practice room.

Her eyes and ears now landed on the group of men sitting at a corner ,

"Play the other one Jimin!" Came in hobi's voice and the entire room filled with loud bass and music.
"Hey Y/n!" She heard her name and looked at a waving Namjoon

She followed Jungkook who went towards another corner and grabbed a water bottle taking off his hat and forwarding it to Y/n who took it and kept it in his bag which he just casually passed to her to carry.

"Keep my stuff carefully, they cost more than your entire existence" he spoke and Y/n just nodded.

"Okay everyone! Gather here! Jungkook! Jimin!"
Hobi called out standing in the middle as Jin and Namjoon already stood besides him.

"Since you know Tae would be joining us after a month, we are suppose to just show the choreo to Mangaernim as early as possible so we could get to the location selection" Hobi said and everyone nodded.
Y/n stood at a corner just listening and watching
them all.

"Hey! You?"
Came in a voice from behind her to which she turned and was starstrucked again. It was her bias Min yoongi, standing tall and beautiful infront of her again. This time in a different attire she just saw him moments ago.

"G..good morning sir" she bowed down just moving aside from the door giving him space to enter the hall

"Hyung! You're here!" Came in JIMIN's voice who ran towards them
Yoongi smiled at the younger taking him in a hug
"How have you been Jiminie" Yoongi broke the hug and Jimin smiled
"Now better seeing you hyung"

"Oh y/n you already met hyung?"
And y/n got conscious

Once he gets to know who I am, he'd gonna start hating me too.
Her  hands started to get sweaty when Yoongi's voice brought her back on track
"Yeah we met just moments ago downstairs, actually I bumped into her.. I didn't know she was with us?"
Yoongi asked and Jimin smiled

"She's Kook's new assistant or manager you can say"

"Oh! She's young to be assistant but I hope you have a good time here with us all ..."
"Y..y/n"
You gave him your name

"Y/n" he looked into your eyes and you could see the hint of curiousness in them.. the way your name rolled off his tongue, got so many butterflies in your stomach.

You just looked toward your feet breaking the eye contact
"Hyung! I missed you!" Came Jungkook to crash in the Elders arms to which Yoongi laughed and rubbed his back

"You didn't tell me you got a new assistant Kook!" Yoongi teased and suddenly it was as if Jungkook's happiness was taken away from him.

"She ain't important enough to be addressed, A criminal after all" Jungkook spoke and your breath hitched at the tone of his words.
He had so much of hate towards you, and now you couldn't help but imagine your bias hating on you equally.
You stood looking at the ground your body almost trying to take as less of space, to make yourself almost vanish.

"Kook! Shut up! Be respectful" Yoongi's tone was strict as he looked at Jungkook

"Hyung lets go! Please don't spoil my mood"
He grabbed Yoongi's arms and took him to join the rest