Falling Apart

I sat at the computer studying the picture closely. I was trying to find out more information about us. It was difficult. I found stories. You know scary ones about killers and such. But I was more focused on the pictures than anything. There was one of Sally and me and Bailey. They just looked to close to us to be real. It's only been a few months and were still in the forest. We stole some stuff to get by. I'm at the library at the moment. Researching.

We're all bonding great. There are a few people who need to stay away from each other, but other than that we all get along.

I'm officially with Jeff. We are a couple now. And Bailey and Brandon are a couple. And Jane and Jack which I find adorable. Poor Ben is all alone.

But just thinking that we might be these killers from these stories makes thinking about us very uneasy for me.

I haven't told anyone. But it really explains alot. The weird things that happen. The dog! Oh that dog. So cute.

Anyways yeah I should be thankful for what I have but I can't drop it. It's to big. To important.

"Clare! Come on its almost dark out!" Jeff called quietly from the exit. I quickly shut down my computer and we both left to the forest where we currently have tents. We stole them from a garage. Us lot are pretty good at breaking and entering without leaving a trace.

"We have enough food to....." Jeff started but I wasn't paying attention. I was thinking about those pictures. Stupid memory lose thing. I feel as if something is very wrong. I have been so worried these past few months. I'm so lost and confused. And I know we'll have to figure out something soon. We can't live in a forest forever.

I almost didn't realize it when I was supposed to step up a curb and Jeff had to pull me up by my arm before I tripped. "Thanks." I said weakly smiling. "Be more careful. You should know better than to start staring off into space like that." Jeff said. He is VERY protective. Always watching out for me. I think he realizes something isn't right to. When I tried to look at him all my mind did was compare him to that picture from the story. Jeff the killer. He can't be. I didn't bother reading the stories today. I'll come back tomorrow and read them. It should help with my research. 

"As I was saying, the food situation. I think we'll have to find jobs really soon so we could actually start living normal lives. And there have been to many reports in the news papers and on the internet." I nodded my head in agreement. "I saw some help wanted adds at some of the local stores. I think we should all try to get jobs." I nodded again. 

"Here they are! Find anything interesting at the library?" Jane asked staring up at me from Jack's lap. All I saw was that horrid picture. I turned away quickly. "Job adds. Everyone is getting a job." I said emotionless. 

I feel so out of place. As soon as i started feeling connected, I had to find something to make me lost and confused. As if it wasn't hard enough trying to bond with them the first time. "Whatt? But what about my baby?" Bailey said hugging Sally close to her. I rolled my eyes. Bailey took Sally and is treating her as her own child. It's cute but Sally doesn't like it to much. 

"Get off meee." Sally whined pulling at Bailey's arms. "Let go of the poor child." Brandon said taking Sally from Bailey. "Do I have to get a job?" Bailey whined. "Everyone does. So tomorrow we're all going to the library and finding jobs that we might want." Jeff said. He took control over everyone. It's like a natrual thing for him. 

"Well I hope we find jobs. That way we can put everything behind us and just move on." Jane said. She is so noble. But we have nothing to put behind us. Everything is so messed up. I don't understand this. "I'm going to take a walk." I said suddenly. "Ok. If you find the dog bring him back with you k?" Bailey said smiling at me. I nodded and started walking deeper into the forest. 

It was getting kinda dark but I really didn't mind. I liked the dark. The sun is to bright. It doesn't hide what needs to be hidden. As I ascended deeper into the darkness I continued walking. I don't really know what to do. I need more information. This is an important matter. I need to find more evidence. We can't be killers. We can't llok like that. We are to sweet. 

But..... That would explain alot. But we aren't convered in scarrs. I need to find out more inform- SNAP! What was that?! I quickly turned around to where the sound came from. This was a bad idea Clare. Why would you do this! You stupid stupid girl. I couldn't run back to the camp, that was where the noise came from. 

I bolted in the opposite direction of camp and ran as fast as my legs could carry me. I heard someone or something following, Crunch! Crunch! Crunch! I didn't dare scream. I wouldn't allow whatever it was the pleasure. 

Then I saw a shadow in front of me and skidded to a halt. It was a tall shadow not far from me. Just standing. Watching. I felt shivers run up my spine as I turned around but there it was again. I heard the crunching of footsteps all around me. Closing in on me. I got hard to breath as I saw the creature. It was towering over me at a good seven feet with long black tenticales coming from its back. It was wearing a black suit and had no face. Just a white head. It held no features. 

"Hello Ragdoll. It appears we meet again." The thing said without moving at all. I wanted to scream. But I had no breathe. "Don't remember me? What a shame. Because I remember you." It said in a nasty voice. Now I'm glad I don't have any memory since this thing was invovled with it. "You know. Its not polite to stare." I could imagine it flashing me a creepy grin. "It seems this isn't an easy situation for you. Maybe it will be if I give you yourself back? Maybe all your memorys?" He said wickedly. I gasped.

"You can do that?" I croaked. "Yes. It's very easy." He said standing there. I need this. I want this. I have to have this. "Give me them." I said quietly. "But that won't make it fun when I tortue you for what you did." Then I screamed. A long, pain filled scream that made all the birds fly away in a hurry. I turned and ran. But not before he flashed images into my mind. Horrible ones. Of murder scenes. "Thats what you were." He whispered into my mind. I put my hand on my ears and kepy running blindly. He showed images of people. And monsters. And I didn't understand. "You wanted your memories back didn't you? Here they are." 

All at once I felt a breeze run around me as I kept moving and shivers up my spine. And suddenly it all made sense. I remembered it all. I understand. Slenderman has come for revenge. Something went wrong. I wasn;t supposed to meet them again. All these things I understood. But one thing stood out the most.

I am A killer. We are all killers. And we were put on earth to do what we love. Kill.

OMG GUYS! So I finally got this chapter posted and have officially started writing this. It will be an interesting story. Tell me what you guys think yeah? Sorry it took so long to update by the way. I've been having issues lately. But I finally did. Hope you guys enjoy it. 

~Cece