That night.
I feel so lighthearted now that I could talk to Adam and that we could put words on what's been eating at us all these years.
I knew right away when I saw him at the gym that my heart had been with him since the first day I saw him at school.
If I knew all this...I wouldn't start something with Damian.
Guilt is eating me up.
How can I tell Damian that whatever we have, it can't go further ?
I hate myself for doing this, I hate hurting someone's feelings, but I love Adam and I don't want to lose him again. Never again.
I look up at the ceiling and close my eyes, letting my mind wander into the dream world.
...
...: " Hi "
M: " You again ? "
...: " How are you today ? "
M: " Marvelous ! " I roll my eyes, knowing perfectly he can't see me or even hear me.
...: " You look so peaceful lying there "
M: " What ? But, I'm not lying I'm sitting on the... floor... "
...: " You know, I would give anything for you to wake up "
M: " Wake up ? So, I'm not dead ? " I immediately get to my feet in shock.
Then it hits me ! He can't hear me, but he's talking to me like I'm with him.
He can't see me here, but he seems to see my body.
M: " Jesus fucking Christ !! I'm in a coma !! " I jump in happiness from this sudden light of hope.
I'm not dead, so there's a chance for me to wake up and take my life back, but how ?
...: " So please, wake up Angel "
...
Morning
I wake up with my eyes wide open.
This dream...it was different from the others. I don't quite understand their meaning, but this one feels like a happy memory.
Strange, right ?
Maybe I need to see a psychologist or something like that to help me understand what's happening.
I know I've been in a coma for 2 months after my accident, but why are my dreams and memories mixed together ?
Is this a side effect ? Do I have brain damage from being in a coma for so long ?
Well let's worry another day. For now, let's just make some coffee and get ready.
I have to talk to Damian.
Today is going to be a long and exhausting day.
After getting ready I grab my phone and call Damian.
D: " Good morning Mad's "
M: " Hi. Sorry, but can we meet today ? "
D: " Yeah of course. Just tell me when and where ? "
M: " Are you free right now ? "
D: " Yes. Is everything alright ? "
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Lost Angels
RomanceMadeline is a 23 young woman with a fiery temper. After a bad patch, she decides to take control of her life but the trauma leaves its mark. That's when she meets Damian. He's handsome, rich and famous. The thing is...they already know each other...
