Without you

Love Jones

Lovely Pov

As I headed home I couldn't help but to think of the way Clay just talked to me it's been awhile since I heard him yell and speak to me that way. I looked at my phone to see it was 5pm and a lot had happened on the day I decided to put my worries behind me. I don't know where lil Clay is but I have a gut feeling Zoe and the mayor has something to do with this. I know lil Clay is his son but I raised him, nurtured him and kept him as my own while they were plotting and trying to be evil. I showered him with love at if he was my own so I have more rights than the actual parent's right? My heart was aching and I had to do something to get my son back there's no way in hell that I would allow the mayor to have him without a fight. I pulled up home as I seen Cole's car in the driveway I sighed as I thought about Zoe's car leaving his house, I also debated if I should tell him about lil Clay missing. I decided not to tell him until Clay's 48 hours were up and I had to take matters into my own hands. I sat in the car for a few minutes to gather my thoughts, I had to suck it up because I couldn't show signs of something being wrong. I looked at king starring at lil Clay's empty car seat, although he may not understand my baby knew something wasn't right and that alone made me want to cry. I opened the door as I stepped on the concrete to get king out of the car. I walked into the house and walked king up to his room, while I grabbed Cole's nephew to keep him company. After the boys were settled and playing I walked into the bedroom I shared with Cole I noticed a large amount of money laying on the bed, I began to get curious as I walked into the bathroom to see Cole taking a shower. I decided to strip my clothes off as I opened the shower door to join him. I stepped foot in the shower as his back was turned towards me

 "Where the hell you been all day?" Cole asked I knew he was mad

"I was hanging with my mom today, my phone went dead" I replied as he turned around to face me

"So your phone went dead the minute you woke up and decided to finally leave the house, yea aight!" Cole spoke with a chuckle

 "I just needed to clear my head don't be mad Cole damn, you know-"

"yea I know it's cool baby daddy just missed you, glad to see your back to your normal self" Cole spoke cutting me off.

 "Not actually, I have a question for you?" I spoke as Cole looked at me as if he could see into my soul, so I continued:

"Was Zoe the girl that you mentioned you met when you first moved here?" I asked Cole looked at me as his expression never changed.

 "Yea!" he replied

 "So why you acted as if you didn't know here when we seen her in the doctor's office and other places?"

 "Because she was a nonfactor I hit it and quit it, she wasn't shit to me so why bring her up ya know?" Cole replied

"So you never had feeling for her?" I asked as the questions flowed out of me so naturally

"Lovely I never cared about any female other than my mom and sister and their both gone, but the moment I met you that shit just changed I don't know but it's something about you that make life so easy" Cole spoke pulling me close as our naked bodies fell into one another. I looked into Coles eyes searching for lies but I couldn't read him. 

"Thanks for being honest!"

 "That's the only way I know how to be, I love you Lovely James" Cole spoke.

 My eyes widened as I realized what he just said, never in my life has a man ever said those three words to me other than Clay and my brother Dede. Cole stood staring at me as if he was waiting for a reply, true enough I love the way he treated me, the way he's always there when I need him and the way he cares for me so effortlessly. Maybe it was time to truly move on and allow myself to love someone other than Clay. Cole is more than a man he was what I needed and when I needed it, but the fact still remained and that was the truth. I reached up and kissed Cole as if my life depended on it. I felt his manhood began to rise as his hands slid down and gripped my butt pulling me up. I instantly wrapped my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck as we continued to kiss. He pinned me up against the shower wall as my body stayed planted his kisses moved from my lips to the creases of my neck as my head fell backwards. With his free hand he began to part my lips to my treasure as he inserted two fingers inside me. He was driving me wild and I haven't even felt his manhood yet as he continued to work his fingers. I began to suck on his ear down to his neck. I had to release the bite mark I had just laid on his neck as he pumped in and out of me faster with his finger. As the water continued to beat at his back, my body tensed up as I released my juices onto his fingers. Cole looked up at me and smirked still holding my body on his. Cole exited the shower as our wet bodies hit the cold air he placed me on the bed full of money. As the money stuck to my wet body Cole pulled me to the edge of the bed as he parted my legs and looked at my treasure, he then parted my lips and began sucking my clitoris as if it was his last supper. After just cumming in the shower my hotspot was tender and