The party continued well into the evening, laughter and music mingling in the air as Jimin tried to enjoy the moment. Despite the lively atmosphere, he felt a gnawing tension in his chest that refused to fade. With every joke Jungkook shared and every glance exchanged, Jimin felt the weight of unresolved feelings pressing down on him.As the sun dipped below the horizon, casting a warm golden glow over the café, Jimin caught sight of Soojin slipping away from the group. He hesitated for a moment before making his decision. "I need to talk to Jungkook," he said to Minji, who watched him with a knowing look.
"Do it," she encouraged, her voice steady. "You can't keep bottling this up."
Taking a deep breath, Jimin made his way toward Jungkook, who was animatedly discussing the upcoming album with Namjoon and a couple of other friends. Jimin felt a flutter of anxiety in his stomach but steeled himself, determined to face this head-on.
"Jungkook," Jimin said, his voice cutting through the noise as he approached.
Jungkook turned, a bright smile spreading across his face. "Hey, Jimin! I'm so glad you came out here. Everyone's having a great time!"
"Yeah, but we need to talk," Jimin replied, the urgency in his tone causing Jungkook's smile to falter slightly.
"Talk?" Jungkook's brow furrowed, sensing the shift in atmosphere. "What's up?"
"Can we go somewhere private?" Jimin asked, glancing around to see if anyone else was listening. Jungkook nodded, concern replacing the cheerfulness on his face as he led Jimin away from the party and toward the back of the café, where the hum of laughter faded.
"Is everything okay?" Jungkook asked, leaning against the wall, his expression now serious. "You seem tense."
Jimin took a deep breath, the words he needed to say swirling in his mind. "I don't know if everything is okay," he said finally. "I thought we were on the same page, but seeing you with Soojin... it's hard."
Jungkook's expression shifted, confusion and concern warring in his eyes. "Jimin, I told you that I'm back because I want to be with you. Soojin is just... she's part of my past. I didn't think it would bother you."
"It bothers me because it feels like she still has a hold on you," Jimin admitted, his voice shaking slightly. "I see the way you look at her, the way you laugh with her. It makes me question what we have."
"Jimin, you're the one I want," Jungkook insisted, stepping closer, his eyes searching Jimin's. "I don't feel anything for her anymore. She's just a friend from my past, nothing more."
"But you didn't feel like that when she walked in," Jimin countered, feeling a lump form in his throat. "You looked... happy to see her."
"Of course I was surprised! We had a history," Jungkook said, frustration creeping into his voice. "But that doesn't mean I want to go back to that. I want to build something with you. I want to know you again, to really be with you."
Jimin's heart raced at Jungkook's words, but he couldn't shake the feeling of insecurity. "Then why didn't you tell me that sooner? Why let her hang around?"
"Because I didn't want to make things awkward! I thought you understood that I need time to sort this out," Jungkook replied, running a hand through his hair in exasperation. "I'm still figuring everything out."
Jimin crossed his arms, feeling a wave of frustration wash over him. "But I'm right here, Jungkook! I'm trying to give you space, but I also need to know that I'm not just a backup plan. I can't keep waiting in the shadows."
"Waiting?" Jungkook echoed, his voice rising slightly. "I'm not asking you to wait! I want to make this work, but it feels like you're pushing me away every time Soojin is around. It's hard for me, too!"
"Then let's talk about it! I don't want to keep pretending everything is fine when it's not," Jimin exclaimed, his voice wavering with emotion. "I want us to be honest with each other, no more secrets. If you want to be with me, I need to know that I'm your choice, not just a fallback."
Jungkook's expression softened, and he took a step closer, his voice dropping to a more intimate tone. "You're not a fallback, Jimin. You're everything to me. But I need you to trust me. I want to fight for us, but I can't do it alone."
"Trust is earned, Jungkook," Jimin replied, the tension in his shoulders easing slightly. "And right now, I'm struggling to see how I can trust you with Soojin around."
"I promise you, I will show you how serious I am," Jungkook said, his eyes locked onto Jimin's. "But you have to meet me halfway. Let's not let her past dictate our future."
The sincerity in Jungkook's eyes made Jimin's heart flutter, and for a moment, he wanted to believe him. "Okay. I'll try," Jimin said softly, his heart aching with hope. "But we need to talk about this more. I can't keep feeling like I'm not enough."
Jungkook nodded, his expression earnest. "You are more than enough. I'm here now, and I don't plan on going anywhere."
Just as they reached a fragile understanding, the sound of laughter and music drifted through the air, a reminder of the party still happening just a few feet away. Jimin took a deep breath, feeling the weight of the conversation hang in the air, a delicate truce forming between them.
"Let's go back," Jimin said, a faint smile breaking through the tension. "But if you don't want me to feel insecure, you have to help me out with Soojin. I can't handle watching her flirt with you while I'm standing there."
"Deal," Jungkook replied, relief washing over his features. "Let's show her what we've built together."
As they stepped back into the café, Jimin felt a flicker of hope. They had a long way to go, but for the first time, he felt like they were on the same team. Maybe they could weather this storm together, one step at a time.
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The small town (jikook)
Fanfiction"Long time, no see, Jimin," Jungkook says, smirking as he walks up to the counter. Jimin forces a smile, folding his arms as he leans against the counter. "Heard you were back. Figured I'd run into you sooner or later." Jungkook chuckles. "Did you m...