I should have never came back to Woodsboro. {1996 scream}

Chapter 4

   
Diary entry #3

( 7pm criss cross apple-sauced on my bed as I write.)

     Well here I am now. In my room completely packed and no sight of my grandparents. Seems like we will be leaving in the morning because by the time they get here it's going to start being dark. I truly think the worst part of all of this is I won't have my dog there. I never go to sleep without her by my side. I'm not sure how I'll do tonight. I forgot she was at a family members and squeaked her toys for like 3 minutes an hour ago. 

  I'm hungry but I don't want to face my mom downstairs.  What do I do? Go? Stay? It's ironic now that I'm thinking of it, those two words, because I wanted to stay but I'm being forced to go.

     Also who the hell moves from one small town to another small town? I'm lowkey annoyed with that. I mean the one I'm at now is prettier I guess. Maybe because it's richer? I mean North sides are always prettier. It's like shown everywhere across the world.

Anyway I'm not Billy freakin Loomis so why did my
mom leave me too? Wait I actually don't know if it is appropriate of me to say that but it's true. His mom left him and now my mom is leaving me? Or well making me leave her whatever same same. Moral of the story is his stupid mom basically reminded moms everywhere that they can leave too and it doesn't have to always be the dads. Wait my dad left too.... whatever I suppose at least his dad stayed. Let's move on.

I just can't believe she's pawning me off on Mrs. Becker. Oh look that's another thing that's ironic first it was Mrs. Prescott and now it's Mrs. Becker.  This would be funny well if it wasn't me this was happening to.

  I mean who did I piss off for this to happen to me? I've been good. I'm always good. Oh wait actually I did write an angry message last week to a teacher but he deserved it. If you hate your job and us so much why do you bother going to work? He has like 4 different jobs at the school because remember? Small towns. so I guess the principle respects him and I of course got in trouble. I tried to take the note back before it was received somehow? I took it back and somehow he still got it. That's just something I don't think I'll ever understand. It's whatever though. No one heard about it but the stupid worthless teacher and the principle.

ANYWAY I've been staring at these pages for awhile now trying to think of things to say and I think I'm spent so good night.

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   (9:30 and I'm ready for bed only light through my room is the peaceful glow of the lamp to the right of me, I open up my diary to continue writing.)

   Well I'm back and guess what? My grandparents got here about an hour or so ago and they brought food. I already ate and am ready for bed.

   I feel a bit at peace that this happened. I mean maybe my mom is right. Not on the leaving me an orphan part that's fucked up, but on the maybe not as many people don't like me as I thought. I'm not sure if I would rather live in delusions are not about my mom.

I feel peaceful but I know how I am and I know this feeling won't last for long. No mom. No dad. Not even a dog any longer. I mean the dog was just overkill. I wholeheartedly believe my mom just didn't want me to take my dog because she wanted to keep her.  I'm not sure if this situation can get worse. I wonder where my dad is right about now. Is he happy?
I guess I'll never know will I? I think that if I'm not enough for anyone then I should be for myself. I still miss my dog :(. When I come back I'm getting her back. I swear if anything happens to her I'll go insane.

It's whatever honestly, goodnight. I don't believe this counts as journal entry #4 but till next time. I love you diary and I hope you will be my outlet for these things for the rest of our days.

All I know is why she take her dog too? 😭 I guess it's good she did though cause when she gets stalkers um....well it probably won't be pretty for the people around her for sure.