Lauren London
February 21Cassie and I were in my bathroom getting ready to go out tonight to Nicki's job; she wanted us to have a good time. This bitch was heading to New York in the morning.
Beyoncé was taking my girl away from me, but then again, I couldn't really talk- I'm always with Nipsey. We pay rent, but neither of us is hardly ever home. Cassie lit up a blunt and took a pull before handing it over to me.
"I still can't believe you smoke," I said.
"Girl, we're from LA. Who doesn't?" she asked, and I laughed. "Plus, with the way life is, it's needed."
I took a pull and looked over at her. "You look stressed?"
"I kind of am," she admitted.
"About what? What's wrong?" I asked her.
"So, I like somebody and I even sent her flowers, but I didn't tell her they were from me," she shrugged.
"Why didn't you let it be known? How is she supposed to know if you like her or not, Cass?" I laughed, and she sighed.
"I don't know how she'll react. I guess I'm just nervous, but I honestly think she's seeing someone else."
"What drew you to that conclusion?" I asked, looking back at the mirror and lining my lips before putting on some gloss.
"I just peeped some things, that's all. I'm thinking maybe I should just give up and be her fucking friend," she said, taking another pull from the blunt. I wanted to laugh because she sounded so defeated, but it wasn't funny.
"Relax, Cassie. Maybe you just need some liquid courage, so... shit, let's go take a shot anyway," I said, and we walked into the kitchen. I grabbed two shot glasses. "Don Julio or Hennessy?"
"Hennessy," she said.
"Oh bitch, are you trying to fight or fuck?" I asked, and she laughed. "'Cause if you're feeling sexy, you need this Don."
My phone vibrated and I looked down thinking it was Nicki telling us to hurry up, but it was Nipsey.
Today 10:30 PM
Ermias🩵: I gotta go outta town.
: you tryna see me before I leave?: where are u going👀👀
Ermias🩵: just outside of LA.
: just wit my homeboys
: i'll be back Sunday: why you ain't ask me to go?????
: everybody leaving me this weekend :(Ermias🩵: my bad ma.
: ima make it up to u.: hmmm ok. but no im going out tonight.
: when you leave?