How It Started

Confrontation

I got home so mad at Jessie that I actually thought about killing him. Luckily he wasn't home. Who does he think he is to lie to my date that I wasn't feeling well? The nerves he has. I don't know if he thinks he has control over my life just because he's dating my mum. Thinking about it makes me want to puke.

I watched movie waiting for Jessie's arrival. I heard the door opening and I went to check, it was Jessie.

"Did you tell Jake I was sick which I'm not?" I asked angrily.

"Yes and?" he said acting like he was not in the wrong here .

" What do you want from me? You act like you want me then act old then date my mum. And when I try to move on from whatever this is,you don't let me. I'm not even talking to my best friend because of you" I asked trying really hard not to cry .

Jessie looked at me trying to find the right words. I deserve to know what's going on in his mind.

"I'm not really in the mood to talk about your teenage drama " he said that not thinking about my emotions.

How could someone be so selfish. I ran out the house, Jessie yelled my name but I was done with this and him.

**
I went to Miya's house, that was the only place I could think of. I told her everything that happened. She rubbed my back and consoled me. This is what I needed, not any reprimands.

"I texted your mum to let her know you were here" she said.

"I can't believe I have to see his stupid face every day"

"Listen, the guy isn't good for you. He hurt you. This crush you have for him has to die before anything crazy happens" she said still rubbing my back.

I knew Maya was right. I had to get over him. That was for the best. .

**
After calming down,I did the walk of shame back home.

My mum was in Jessie's arm watching a movie. I got to admit Jessie made her really happy. I guess that's the only thing he's done right.

"Honey, how was your time with Miya. Can't believe she's back on her trip already?" Mum asked.

"She decided to cut it short because we had an exam approaching anyways good night"

"You could join us for a movie if you are not too tired. I don't remember the last time we had a mother daughter time" mum said hoping for me to say yes. Jessie was busy watching the movie.

"It's late and I have school tomorrow" I excused myself stealing one more glance at him.

**
I felt something on my thigh,I turned on the lamp to see Jessie sitting on my bed.

"What are U doing here? " I said angrily under my breath.

"I don't like that we fought" he said looking down.

"It wouldn't have happened if you minded your business and did not act cold towards me" I whispered.

"I'm sorry for hurting you. I know I've been a big jerk and I deserve this treatment but I really like you, Amy" he looked at me and I saw the sincerity in his eyes .

Did he just confess his feelings for me? Did he mean it?

"What about my mum?"

" Your mum and I just happened and I couldn't stop it before things went too far. I'm sorry for ever hurting you"

I kissed him and he kissed me back. I liked him so much to be mad at him.  I helped him take off his shirt and he took off my night wear . I invitingly opened my legs for him. He kissed my body and touched me. I let out a small moan.

I held him take his pants off and we were both completely naked. I know this is the time to stop him but I wanted this.

"Have you done this before? " he asked and I said no" Are you sure about this." I nodded.

**
The next day,I woke up alone in bed. I felt like I had betrayed my mum. She will get over Jessie. She's always like that with every other guy. She wondered what would have to her relationship with Jessie now. Was he going to leave her mum for her or not??