𝐅𝐀𝐖𝐍•ᵉ ʲᵃᵉᵍᵉʳ

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𝚜𝚞𝚗𝚍𝚊𝚢, 𝚗𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝟸𝟹𝚛𝚍

𝐈 𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐒 𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐍. It's been several hours since he kissed me on the lips and said, "See you later," before driving off to the boys' dorm wing. Now, I'm lying in my bed, staring up at the ceiling, replaying our morning in my mind. Every laugh, every teasing word, and every heated glance between us feels like a memory I want to hold onto forever.

The afternoon sunlight filters through my window, casting soft shadows across the room. I flip over onto my side, scrolling through my phone and aimlessly checking social media. I'm surprised to see a few notifications from friends asking about my day, but my mind drifts back to Eren. I can't shake the feeling of wanting to be with him, the way he made me laugh and feel alive, contrasting with the boredom of my empty room.

I let out a sigh, glancing at the time. It's already getting late, and I really don't want to spend the rest of the day alone. I toss my phone aside and sit up, letting the blankets fall away from me. Maybe I should find something to do. The thought sends a small thrill through me. I get up, quickly throwing on a comfy hoodie and some jeans, brushing my hair as I mentally prepare for whatever the evening holds.

Once I'm dressed, I take a moment to check my reflection in the mirror, making sure I look decent. I grab my purse, feeling a mix of excitement and restlessness. As I step out of my dorm, the cool air hits me, and I can't help but feel a flutter in my stomach at the prospect of doing something spontaneous.

The campus is buzzing with life as students mill about, some heading to the dining hall, others lounging on the lawns. I decide to take a stroll, hoping to clear my head and distract myself from thoughts of Eren. I wander past a group of friends throwing a frisbee, their laughter echoing in the air, and I can't help but smile at their carefree energy.

As I make my way toward the student center, I consider grabbing a snack or maybe even treating myself to some ice cream. The sweet thought brings a small smile to my face. I step inside the café, the smell of freshly brewed coffee and baked goods welcoming me. I scan the menu, my stomach rumbling slightly, but my thoughts still flicker back to Eren.

"Hey, can I get a caramel macchiato and a slice of cheesecake?" I ask the barista, placing my order with a smile. As I wait, I glance around, watching the interactions around me—friends catching up, couples sharing sweet moments.

After paying, I find a cozy spot by the window, pulling out my phone to scroll through more social media. I see posts from friends hanging out and sharing their own adventures. I can't help but feel a little envious. It's moments like these when I wish I had someone to share them with, someone like Eren.

With my cheesecake and drink in front of me, I take a moment to savor the sweet treat. Each bite is delicious, but it only reminds me of how much I enjoy sharing experiences with someone special. I sip my coffee, contemplating my day and what's next.

As the minutes pass, I find myself lost in thought, reflecting on how much my life has changed lately. Eren has thrown everything into disarray, and in the best way possible. I finish my dessert and take a deep breath, trying to shake the longing for him.

After gathering my things, I decide to head back to my dorm. Maybe I'll put on a movie or catch up on some reading. I walk back through campus, the evening air cool and refreshing, and as I glance up at the sky, I can't help but smile. Even though Eren isn't here, the day still feels like it's filled with possibilities.