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Sunday|| 11 pm|| RCA Records Studio
My decision to come to the studio this late at night was impulsive, but it wasn't one that I regretted. All I had was Dani and my music engineer Derrick, but they were all I needed. I'm used to Kendall being in the studio with me every time I'm here. This will be my first time recording a song without him present. I finally finished writing the song that I sang at the club, and I want to record it immediately. Kendall can't tell me who or what to sing about, and if he gets angry enough that he tries to scrap the song, then I'll fire him and sue his ass for emotional distress and workplace abuse. I'm done letting him control me and suppress my artistry. Nobody is going to tell me what to sing, what to wear, or how to act. I'm a fucking star, and stars make their own light. No human on Earth creates a star's light. I'll be damned if mine is dimmed by constricted creativity. Dani was recording me as I was in the booth, getting me from all angles as she laughed at how much fun we were having. The smile in my voice could be heard as I sang.
Is it lust Or a fatal attraction? I don't know the truth anymore I don't know if it's your words or your actions But your presence shakes me to my core Your body calls to me But I can't seem to answer I say your name like a prayer, knowing it's a sin
If you were mine, girl I would make you cum for hours Take you from the bed to the shower And it still wouldn't be enough That's the problem with love and lust
You got a bitch And I got a man But she can't fuck you like I can And he won't me touch me like you will We'll just keep it on the low Come on girl let's make a deal
Rub that pussy all on mine Give a whole new meaning to bump and grind Scissor that pussy down to the floor Fuck you till you can't take no more
I had to take a break and step out of the booth because I was getting all hot and bothered by my own lyrics. Dani was fanning herself off, making me laugh. I sat down in the rolling chair beside Derrick, nodding my head to the beat as he began to play back what I had recorded so far.
Fantasia: It's fire, but I think the bass should drop after the first verse, not the second. The vibe is already slow and sensual. I don't want my listeners to get bored before they even hear the hook.
Danielle: Bitch that shit made my pussy tingle. Kendall is going to be pissed when he hears this. He'll never agree to you releasing it.
Fantasia: I don't care. It's not like he can make that decision anyway. He'll probably try, but he won't get anywhere.
Danielle: I can already see in my head how I want to style you for the video. Are you going to get a girl for the video?
Fantasia: It would definitely be more authentic if I did. I think I will hold auditions for a female love interest. I'll go live at midnight and announce it. You can help me pick, along with my creative director.
