Two months later
Oli's POV
"We gather here today to honor all the wonderful doings of our beloved Celina Jackson."
I wiped my eyes as various people began to speak.
It feels like just yesterday that she left.
*Flashback*
I stared at the nurse for a long time and then I turned on my heel. I got into my car and hit the steering wheel repeatedly.
"Whhhhyyy?!" I yelled over and over again.
I went to our house, crying like a baby.
I ran into our bedroom and slept on her side of the bed. The sheets still smelled like her, which only made me cry more.
I remembered about the paper and groped my pocket looking for it.
*End of flashback*
I read that letter so many times I have it memorized. "And now we will have some good friends of Celina, My Chemical Romance, they'll preform a song now.
"I never said I'd lie and wait forever
If I died we'd be together
I can't always just forget her
But she could try"
'If the nurse gave you this...I'm not on this world anymore I guess.'
"At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?"
'Don't ever forget about me please. Know that I love you...so so much.'
"
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever ever
Ever..."
'And I'm so sorry that I did this to you but I guess God thought it was my time.'
"Get the feeling that you're never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
She dies"
'And please know that if it weren't for the situation, I would've married you in an instant...but somehow I had this gut feeling telling me not too. It would've only made it harder to let go.'
"At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?"
'Please don't be afraid to move on. Go find a girl, make sure she's the right one and then get married. Have kids and just live life. I'll be watching over both you and you're future family.'
"And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?"
'Then when the time is right, you'll introduce me to the lucky lady and all will be good again.'
"
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me
If I fall
If I fall (down)
Woah, woah
Woah, woah
Woah, woah"
'And until then I'll be waiting patiently. And if you ever get sad and all that crap just remember that I'll be 'up there' with Mitch, he'll teach me how to Lucker stomp and I'll also be chillin' with Dimebag, The Rev, Paul Gray, and Hendrix.'
"
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home"
'Until then just remember this I will love you forever. Forever and always. Through the good and the bad and ugly. Goodbye Oliver, my handsome brit. Love, Celina Jackson ❤'
"And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I
Should I
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna."
