My Rockstar Nextdoor Neighboors.

Chapter 11

BRIANNAS POV

All I did was cry that night. I don't know why I cried. I'm so confused. I have Mike and I love him to pieces and I'm so happy with him but then there's Tony. I don't remember falling asleep but I did eventually.

I looked at my phone 1:30 PM it read. Wow I never slept this late.

I was stuck on the bus all day with the boys and I didn't know what I was going to do. I was hungry so I stepped down quietly out of my bunk and snuck out to the kitchen, I peered into the front lounge and didn't see any of the boys so either they're asleep or in the back lounge. I grabbed a Chocolate Chip pop tart and a chocolate milk and ran for my bunk. I got back in and just ate my food and cuddled in my bed and cried. It was a sad day.

At around 5 Mike ripped open my curtains,

"Are you okay babe?" he looked worried.

"Yeah why?"

"Because you never stay in your bunk this late or sleep this late."

"I'm fine Mike it's okay." I lied.

"No your not I can see your eyes are bloodshot and puffy."

"I Mike I'm so confused" I sobbed.

He climbed into my bunk and cradles me.

"Why are you so confused?"

"Because Mike when we were younger Tony and I were each other's romantic interests and then when we got on tour before we were together we kissed and then last night he pronounced he was in love with me and kissed me but I'm really happy with you Mike and I love you and don't want anything to happen to you. "

"Oh."

"Mike I'm sorry."

"No it's okay, I want you to be happy. You need to talk to Tony."

"Mike I-"

"No. Come to me with your decision, and soon."

He stormed out and was angry. I didn't want anyone to be angry. I just cried.

What am I going to do?

I need to speak with Tony.

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I finished up showering and threw on a grey unbranded hoodie and some black cheer shorts. I pulled my hair into a messy bun, we had another off day tomorrow because we are traveling New York and will be there by tonight but they have to have time to set everything up tomorrow.

I needed to get my hair trimmed or cut.

I put on some black socks and walked out of the bathroom. It was now or never. We had stopped for gas and Tony was the only one on the bus at the moment.

I walked into the back lounge and he looked at me.

"Hey Tone," I smiled.

"Hey Bri."

"We need to talk."

"I know, come sit." I sat far away from him, I couldn't bare to be near him at the moment.

"Tony, this, I don't know what to do. I'm confused now, I love Mike, I love him a lot, but I love you a lot, and I don't know."

"I know, what I did last night was wrong. And a mistake. I'm sorry, I was drunk. I didn't mean anything I said, I didn't even like you when we were younger." He spoke nasty.

"Oh."

What the fuck? He can't keep doing this to me, I'm so tired of this. Mike doesn't treat me like this and I deserve better.

"You know what Tony?" I screamed.

"What?" he scoffed.

"FUCK YOU. You can't keep doing this to me! I'm done with you! I'm done with this band! I fucking hate you!" I screamed.

He looked taken back but it was true. Sure, I don't hate him but he can't keep doing this to me.

"I can't do this anymore. I'm done, and I'm done with this tour!" I barged out of the lounge and saw Mike, Jaime, and Vic looking at me with wide eyes, Tears brimming Jaime's eyes.

I went to the bunks and began to pack all my things, I was done in under 10 minutes.

We were still at the gas station and I would leave before we started moving.

I grabbed my 2 suit cases and phone and wallet and went to the door, Walking to the door I saw Vic and Jaime looking at me.

"At least come to New York, you can get on a plane there." Jaime spoke up.

"No Jaime, I'm done with this, this was a bad idea from the beginning."

"Please? So at least Vic and I know you're safe? We only have an hour left till we get to New York."

Their eyes were puffy, they had been crying.

"Fine. But then you're driving me to the airport."

The next hour just us three sat and watched some TV, I booked a flight to San Diego on my phone, it left at 11.

The bus driver announced we had arrived at the venue.

"Okay, let's go." I said standing up and stretching.

Jaime got up, Vic had fallen asleep. I hadn't seen Mike or Tony since the incident.

We walked out of the bus and to the trailer, Jaime opened it and drove the Toyota Carola out.

I set my bags in the trunk and we began out 30 minute drive to the airport.

It was an awkward silence that filled the car.

I wanted to cry,

Tony doesn't love me,

Mike probably hates me,

Vic probably doesn't want anything to do with me,

and I was making my best friend cry.

I'm a terrible person.

We finally arrived at the airport, it was around 10 so I had time.

Jaime parked the car and helped me with my bags, he also insisted on going with me to my terminal.

We went through security and did our thing, by the time we were done it was around 10:55 and I only had 5 minutes till boarding.

They began loading and called my section, I looked at Jaime again and he began to cry even more.

I hugged him, and I hugged him tight.

"I'm sorry Jaime, I love you okay? text me?" I whispered in his ear.

He nodded and I began to walk away not looking back.

"Brianna!" he screamed.

I turned around he was running toward me.

He came up to me and kissed me, hard, there was sparks, unlike there was with Mike, and Tony.

This isn't okay, I'm not okay.

I pulled away and ran on to the plane.

What am I going to do?

A/N --

I have good ideas for this book(;